Sarah's POV:
Fourth period just ended, so I walked into the lunch room to eat.
I walk to a table by the exit of the lunch room, where all of the trash cans are, and I sit by myself. I just sit there and drink a water bottle.
We are aloud to use our phones during lunch, so I went on mine and scrolled through twitter.
I saw Mandy post a picture on her twitter, and it was a picture of me from two minutes ago. "Look at this loser sitting by herself, shes anorexic."
I look up from my phone and see Mandy and her friends laughing at me.
I turned around amd threw my water bottle into the trash can. When I looked back over, Mandy was standing in front of me.
"What do you want Mandy?" I say trying to sound confident, even though I was afraid of what she was able to do.
"Hah, you have no one. Your boyfriend is gone, and he is in Ireland right now flirting with his old girlfriend."
I sigh and look down.
"See? You know he doesn't want you. He is just going to ignore you while he is in Ireland."
"I don't want to hear what you have to say, Mandy", I say still nervous.
"Really? Is it because you don't believe me? Look at this".
Mandy pulled up at picture on her phone of a conversation between her and Niall.
Niall : I don't even want to be with Sarah. She's extremley clingly, so I don't know how to break up with her.
Mandy: I don't know what to tell you Ni :(
Niall: I'm just going to ignore her when I get to Ireland.
Mandy: Okay, I really thought you two were a cute couple :(
"See? He doesn't like you at all." Mandy says while smirking.
I look at the conversation closley before looking away. A tear was about to roll down my cheek.
"Don't call him Ni" I say practically crying.
I run out of the lunch room into the girls bathroom.
I search through my pockets for a razor, but I remember that I threw them all out.
I didn't want to cut myself, because Niall told me not to, but obviously he doesn't care.
I don't know what to do. Mandy was right, I have no one. Not my mom, my dad, Niall.
Nobody.
I wish my dad was back. It's hard to believe that I can never talk to him ever again, for the rest of my life.
I walked out of the bathroom stall, and looked into the mirror. I am so ugly, I don't even want to be here, I want to be with my dad.
I walked out of the bathroom, and went infront of my locker.
A text from Mandy appeared on my phone.
"You should consider hanging yourself. It would be easier for Niall and your mom."
A tear rolls down my face. Mandy was right. I should hang myself.
The hallways are empty, so I walked out of the front school doors, without anyone noticing, and started to walk home.
No cars were on the street, because my neighborhood is pretty quiet. I'm glad for that, so I know that nobody will notice me.
I reach my house.
I remember the princess ring that Niall gave me. I took it and threw it out onto the grass of my front lawn.
I wipe the tears off of my face, and look back at the ring. I can't believe Niall thinks faked our whole relationship.
I walked inside my house and my mom was there. I was surprised, but most importantly, she was sitting on the couch by herself crying.
"Sarah sweetie, I need to tell you something."
"What's wrong mom?" I ask concerned.
I sit down on the couch next to her, and she lays in my lap sobbing.
"Bill...Bill broke up with me."
"I'm sorry mom", I say trying to sound concerned, even though I knew it would happen eventually.
"He told me I wasn't his type, and that I was apparently too clingy, what was that even supposed to mean?".
I suddenly remember about Niall. About how a minute ago I wanted to hang myself, but now I am comforting my mom with her boyfriend problems.
"I hear ya mom, I'm sorry that you're upset" I say for real because I can sort of understand her pain.
"I think I'm going to go out for a drink" my mom says, even though she drinks way too much.
"Alright, but can I have some money for food? We're running out." I say, remembering how we had no food this morning.
"Okay" she says while handing me a fifty dollar bill.
"If you have any change, keep it on the kitchen table", she says while walking outside.
a/n:
I hope this wasn't too boring! I'm trying to make this book less boring and long. I hope you guys enjoyed it though! I love yous!!
~Anna
