a/n:
before you start reading I just want you to know that Niall and Sarah haven't only known each other for a few days, they've known each other for about 3 monthsEnjoy-
Sarah's POV:
I am super upset about everything. I don't want him to leave me. It's Sunday night and Niall leaves tomorrow at 9:00 in the airport.
I lay on my bed burried in all of my pillows and blankets and I want to go with Niall so bad. I don't want him to leave at all, but I guess he should be able to see his family and have fun with them too.
It was 2:46am and I am going to meet up with Niall at the airport. I want to talk to him untill he leaves.
I walk up out my bed and walk downstairs to get a cup of water.
As I'm in the kitchen, I look to see on twitter that Niall was at dairy queen by himself like 10 minutes ago getting a chocolate milkshake. He was also at burger king getting a burger and fries. I was confused and I just ignored it because that seemed like the most random thing to do.
Niall texts me two minutes later and says "Hey :) you awake?"
I text him back "Yeah, why are you awake?"
My phone dings and he texts back "Look on your front porch :)"
I stare at my phone in confusion. I look out my window of the living room and I see a chocolate milk shake and a burger king meal.
I walk outside my front door and I grab the milkshake as Niall walks out from the side of my house and hugs me tight.
He kisses my forehead and says "I thought you would be awake"
I blush and grab the food, while we both walk into my living room. We sit next to each other on my couch while he cuddles with me.
He puts his arm around me while we share the large fries. He stuck two straws into our chocolate milk shake and we shared it in between us.
"It's okay Sarah" Niall says supportivley. He looks into my eyes and says "I love you. and I want you to know that I will always want to be with you, please promise me something - you will never cut yourself when I'm not here. I don't want you to hurt yourself. "
A tear rolls down my cheek. I've been clean ever since Niall saw me in my bathroom cutting myself. "Okay" I say practically crying. "I'm gonna miss you so much Niall, I don't know how I will survive these next few months without you" I say honestly.
"It'll be okay Sarah. We will call, text, facetime, and snapchat, remember?" Niall reminds me.
"I know, but school will be hell without you protecting me, and being by my side."
Niall frowns and kisses my lips softly.
"I know, don't worry about it, Mandy is completley over messing with you"
I hug Niall and he says "Okay love, I got to go back home and get some sleep. Get some sleep babe, I love you so much and I'll see you tomorrow morning at the airport.
"Bye Ni" I say in a sleepy voice.
He walks outside and I close the door because it was cold outside.
I finish my fries and walk upstairs into my room and lay in my bed.
I pull the covers over my face and I frown and look at my phone. 3:49am it reads at the top screen of my iphone screen.
I roll over and I close my eyes hoping to fall asleep soon.
I slowly fall asleep and close my eyes completly and peacefully.