I hate this world where I was born. Why I have to be born in this world, if I always left alone? I always thought my life was messed up. I’ve always left alone and lonely. Didn’t have a true best friend and not even once meet a true love of my life.
I was lonely, there’s a lot of human in this world, but I always ended up alone. Betray, lies and insults always there for me. I thought I will live my life like that till the end of my life. Always left alone without anybody want to know how much pains in my heart.
That was until you came in my dark life. With your carefree character, you came and bring me to the light.
“Ohayō, ______-chan! What are you doing?”
You said as you sat beside me. It has been one month since the first time we met. That time, I just ignored you and keep playing my favorite game on my phone. With your build up body, you take a peek at my phone before chuckled.
“Is that game really interesting?”
You asked while stared to the blue sky. I nodded while humming with my eyes still glued to my phone.
“Nee, _______-chan, I know something more interesting and fun than that. When I recover, let’s play with me”
I stopped playing to look at you. I arched one of my eyebrows.
“What kind of game? You mean… Basketball? Nah, I didn’t even know how to dribble that ball”
I said while turning my attention to the game I’ve been playing all that time. You looked at me while patted my head and smiling brightly.
“Don’t worry, I’ll teach you! But wait until I fully recover. We can play and have fun together~”
You are the one and only weird person in my life who actually always talk with me. It just like you can read my mind. Wherever I go or whatever I want to do, you always know. You didn’t even care if I tried to ignored you and just kept blabbering about all the things that actually not really important.
You always smiles like a dork and always tried to get my attention. Until someday you saw me sat on bench in the park by myself, it has been six months since the first time we met.
“_____-chan, what are you doing here? Is something wrong?”
You asked with full of concern. I just kept staring at the ground until I felt you hugged me which made me startled. When I asked you what are you doing, you answered it with something that made my heart beat faster with my eyes widen.
“I don’t know. I just… You look in so much pain. I just want to let you know that you’re not alone. I’m here, right beside you. You can shared your pain with me”
That’s came your answer. I felt the tears brimming on my eyes. Without I realized it, I start cried on your chest while you hold me tightly and soothe me. When I was done with crying, I felt embarrassed to look at your face.
But either way, you made me looked at you. When I look up at you, you smiled warmly to me which made me for the first time impressed at you. That time, you made me blurted all my problems and my feeling of lonely.
Since that day, you didn’t leave me alone even for a minute. If you can’t come to met me, you will send a lot of texts. You brought me out from my dark life to your bright life. You gave me smile, you gave me friendship, you gave me place to share my feelings, and you actually gave me love.
