Im gonna chAnGE

Dont be afraid!

Hey!!! This is my first wattpad story I've ever written so please comment on what you think about the first chapter. It'll be awesome if you gave me ME tips on my writing , so I can improve more. Warning this story isn't edited. Thanks.

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life's to short do whatever it takes. Ever heard of that saying?

Well for Savannah she can't find the decency to act upon the struggles she goes through in life. Trials, obstacles and weakness never failth to break her in half. Is it possible to move on from her past? She felt insecure, frowned upon and mentally unstable to comprehend the sources of life.

Its always about the image, slim body and perfect face. But the reality is perfection is not being perfect . For Savannah that didn't matter, a girl with high grades passing NCEA level 1 & 2 with excellence was the least of her worries. Her mother always says she is beautiful in every single way. It was always hard for her to believe it. Perfection as she defined it was flat stomach, toned legs and clear skin. But she just didn't do anything about it. Anger took the best of her, asking God why me? She took her anger out on her parents. Having a brother that teases her and doesnt know what she's going through.

Savannahs parents are strong church goers, she thought her religion was affecting her life, making her depressed. Every Sunday she will attend church with her family, but on some days she never wanted to ever go. But had no choice but to.

Every morning lying wide awake on bed, thoughts travel to her mind I need to change! Be positive, smile and lose weight. Weighing 80kgs at a age of 18 and being 171cm was not a healthy state for a teenage girl.

She thought:

You have to have mental drive to be able to accomplish what you want in life in order to have success to its greatest.

She grabs her iPad, tapped on YouTube and while searching and watching motivational clips of women transformations. She automatically wanted to change her image, just by watching those YouTube clips definitely made her think that yes 'I can do it'. How long it takes always depends on the patience you have to wait to see the results. Do it but don't think it. Walk the talk and success will come slowly forming the person you want to be. And if you put your mind to it , it will come in small hand fulls. Live life to its fullest, never let anyone tell you that you can't do anything, because the reality is that if you work hard something always comes out depends how much you want it.