Hey guys, am I enough?

Shooting Star

You were on your roof looking up at the night sky.

"Why can't I just be a star?." you mumbled and jumped gently at the sudden call from your phone, you check your notifications and see at least ten unread messages from Dream.

You click on his message icon to see what he said. He was concerned, those 10 messages included with him saying:
"Hey, are you ok?"
"y/n talk to me please..."
"did I do something wrong?"

You set your phone back down. You blink your eyes, and a small warm tear falls down your cheek. Knees tucked into your chest while you are resting your head on them. You look back down and your hoodie, it was his hoodie, Dreams hoodie. He sprayed his cologne on it before he sent it to you, you thought that was the cutest thing ever. The softness inside comforted you just by touching it.

You hear more notification noises coming from your phone, then you hear sapnap singing I want it that way. You thought it was funny that you made it your ringtone. George was calling you. With your sleeve, you wipe your tears away off of your soft cheeks. Then clear your throat so you don't sound upset.

"Oh hey George!" you try saying this with joy in your voice, but you don't think it worked very well.

"Hey y/n, Dream is worried about you. He won't leave me alone, so can you please answer him?" he says this annoyed but also concerned.

"Um yeah I will," you say with a sniffle.

"Y/n are you ok? Are you crying?" The annoyance left his voice and now he just sounds worried as well.

"No- no I'm not I'm fine, allergies ya know?"  You take a deep breath to calm down.

"Um yeah sure- but if you need to talk I'm here." He says slowly.

"Thanks, George, I love you bye." You say as you hang up. You hung up before he could even say anything back.

Then you glide your finger towards you and Dreams messages. There are three new messages he sent you.

"Y/n I need to know if you're ok."
"Please don't just leave me on read."
"I'm not gonna stop texting you until you answer me."

You gather the courage to text him back. I don't want him to worry about me, but I can't just ignore someone who is trying to comfort me. You just send him a simple:

"I'm fine Dream, you can stop texting me now."

"Thats bullshit y/n and you know it."
"I know your upset about what that dono said. But you know that's not true."

"Look idk what you want me to say". You text back

"I just need you to know that you mean a lot to me, and I don't want you to go through even the smallest problem alone." He replies.

"Thanks Dream I really appreciate it."

"So tell me what's wrong...tell me how your feeling. Or even tell me how I can make you feel better, and you can't tell me there's nothing wrong because George said you were crying."

You felt like he was just pitying you, after the donation you got you had a feeling it was all fake. I can't catch feelings for someone I don't even know what they look like. Even if he did care he wouldn't go past being friends.

"It honestly just hurt my feelings, I'm kinda a sensitive person that overthinks things so when they said that it made me feel like shit. But I'll get over it I'm fine:)"