Ms Female Tree And Mr Blonde Tree [tsukkishima x reader]

training camp(6) : magic charm ✨

Y/n POV

its been some time now and to be honest me and the blonde tree has been acually ..

talking often..?

We would usually talk about volleyball stuffs and other things but still, numbed one on the advices that kiyoko san and Yachi gave me is checked

get closer to him ☑️

it was just a normal day today me ,yachi, and kiyoko san doing manager work while the others play

"You seem to be working harder " I said to the one and only blonde tree and he just shrugged "tsukki wanted to impress a girl he likes " Yamaguchi said and I was kinda shocked but I hid it "shut up yamaguchi " he said "gomen tsukki " yamaguchi said as I just nodded "ill be going now an d help the others." I said

tsukkishima's POV

I just looked at y/n walk away with a dissapointed face as I just looked at her curiosly " get in position " daichi san said and I nodded as I went to position

It hurts me to see you sad y/n
what could be the problem in your mind that made you frown like that ?
Ugh .
Since I knew that I liked u i've been thinking of you, what kind of magic did u use to make me become like this ?!

Y/n PPV

I walked away lots of things going on my mind as I put up a sad face

why didn't I even realize of course he already likes some one
ugh
Its all your fault that I feel sad now
maybe you like kiyoko san ..
Who woundn't like her..?
She's nice ,beautiful, nice ..
Ugh ..
This is a headache to me
this is even harder for me then my exams!

"You ok y/n ..?" Kiyoko san asked me "oh.. Yes. I'm fine Kiyoko san.. " I said walking away but stopped half way "Kiyoko san.. Can you please tell the others that I'll be going outside for fresh air.. I feel stuffy suddenly.. " I said giving her a weak smile and she just nodded..

I ran out as my hair tie loosened as the cold air brushed through my soft (h/l) (h/c) and as my warm tears of sadness flowed down my cheeks like a waterfall...

Why am I even crying..

I ask myself as I ran faster..

Why do I even feel like this..?
It's not like I have a relationship with him..
He like's someone else..
I feel stupid now..
Why am I so stupid..
Wanting to be close to him ..
But in the end he likes someone else..
Of course he likes someone else..
I don't have the looks...
I don't have a good personality..
I always act mean and salty to others..
No one will like me...
Why am I feeling this way..?
I don't understand this...
Why don't I understand my own feelings..?
Ugh..

I stopped running..

I wiped my tears and leaned on a tree buty tears still flowed nonstop.. "stupid feelings, with my stupid self and this stupid... UGH! " I yelled out my feelings..

"I HATE IT, I HATE IT THAT I LIKE U! BUT I STILL...!.. I still.. I still like u.. Tsukkishima Kei... "

I whispered his name..

What even is your secret charm that made me feel this way..?

Tsukkishima's POV

"u ok tsukki? " yamaguchi asked me and I just nodded and gulped some water "where did y/n go.. " I heared Kiyoko san ask as she looked outside.. "Kiyoko san. " I said as she looked at me "yes? " she asked "did y/n go out? " I asked "yes.. She went out when you guys started playing.. She hasn't come back yet.. " she said and i looked around and saw daichi san running towards Kiyoko san "Kiyoko! " he said "daichi! Is there something wrong? " Kiyoko san asked "did u see suga? He disappeared before the game started... " he said "oh.. No I haven't.. But have you seen y/n as well?? " Kiyoko san asked back while daichi san shook his head..