lost cause - tetsurou kuroo x reader

chapter 4

timeskip-

y/n pov
a few days had gone by and you had spent most of it at home, going through your stuff and trying to figure out what happened. you looked through your polaroids and your notebooks, more than not the only thing that appeared more often were pictures with kuroo. many of the polaroids had you being piggy backed by him, but this all seemed too fake for you.

you sighed as you put all your stuff back, deciding to see what was available on the tv. you noticed your netflix account open and you pressed a few buttons, only to reveal a few shows you had watched midway, none of with you remembered.

you scrolled through the options and found yourself drawn to a show called black clover. the cover looked alluring, and you couldnt help but start to binge it. you started all over of course, although it seemed you had last stopped at episode 88. you watched it with a bowl of popcorn, some scenes seemed a little deja vu to you, but you still continued.

your phone chimed; and you reached over with your buttery fingers to grab it.

kenma: kuroo and i are picking you up at 3 to meet the guys and play volleyball ok?

the guys. volleyball ? who where they? you had no clue, but you only assumed they were your friends. you peered at the clock, it was a little past 2 and kenma was coming soon.

'why did they want to play volleyball with me? why volleyball?' yoy furrowed your eyebrows as you resumed your show. after the episode ended you cleaned up your popcorn mess and walked into your bed room to change into more suitable attire before walking to the living room for kenma and kuroo to come.

the doorbell rang and you gathered your belongings. kenma and kuroo waved at you and you walked beside kenma as you reached kuroo's car. the car ride was silent, ever so often the beeping of kenma's psp would sound but nothing that drew your attention. the car moved further out to a place that seemed a little less familiar, you scanned the surroundings before kuroo pulled up at a building which seemed to be a sports centre.

kuroo stepped out and opened the door for you, "thanks" you said with a smile. things between you and kuroo were still awkward but both of you took steps to talk to each other. it felt weird that kuroo knew everything about you but you knew nothing about him. as you entered the sports hall, you were greeted by a big group of guys. some were already playing a match and others were sitting around.

"Y/N CHAN !" you heard a loud scream. you scanned the group to see where the voice was coming from only to be greeted by a white and gray haired male running towards you. he seemed to be full of energy. he spread out his arms seeming to be aiming for a hug but he was stopped by kuroo. you stared blankly at him and the other guys, trying to figure out who they were.

"she really doesn't remember does she" a lower and calm voice said. the boy had short curly black hair. "let's just introduce ourselves again" another voice sounded across the hall. you noticed the mood turn more solemn. you scratched the back of your head, feeling bad that you couldn't remember a single one of them, but also trying to take in all the boys standing before you.

'were they all my friends ?' you thought as the boys started introducing themselves to you. you tried to match name to face and hoped that you wouldnt forget them. "you're cute, looking for a boyfriend?" a boy with bleached hair walked up to you. he had piercings on his ears and tongue. you scrunched your nose, trying to remember his name.

"terushima" you said out a little too loudly and he laughed. "yes im teru" he chuckled before putting his arm around you.

"teru" you heard a stern voice and you turned to see kuroo who was only giving terushima a death glare. you raised your eyebrows. "im playing i already like someone else" teru said smoothly before letting go. you frowned. 'why was kuroo so possessive, we're only friends now'

anyways, all the guys here knew you already so it must have been a joke.. right? you shook it off and looked around, trying to find something to do.

"do you still know how to play volleyball?" you heard a voice, turning to see a boy with orange hair. "hina-ta" you mumbled. "mm ! im hinata!" he said excitedly. he was kinda like a small child and you couldnt help but laugh. however, you shook your head, barely recalling anything about you even playing volleyball.

the boys took turns to teach you how to set, dig and serve. all of which you picked up quite fast. "you're just as good as you used to be" a soft warm voice sounded, it was another boy with gray hair. he had a kind voice and you think he was a setter. "suga.." he nodded, indicating that you were right. there were so many boys here you could barely remember.

your sets were still a little wonky and you couldnt
get the hang of it. kenma walked towards you and picked up another ball. he guided you, holding up your arms to tell you where to position your hands to set the ball. "use the pads of your fingertips" he said softly. he was very calm and he walked over to stand across the net while you set the ball back and forth. slowly you got the hang of it and you owed it all to kenma. kema had a smooth and calm tone, rarely getting excited and annoyed by anything. he was unbothered but he seemed to have a caring side. he was mysterious and you found yourself kinda attracted to him.