/42/ The Escape...

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⚠️Warning ⚠️ this chapter contains mention of blood, wounds and fire if you are not comfortable with these topics I advise you to skip this chapter.









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it has been a week since the plan was being taken in action, every 2 days Taehyung would come and talk to me, he basically kept me sane

but yet every time he left the same thing happened over and over again, being bitten or hit by the hands of park Jimin or Kai

tho, Kai was the worst, my hate for Jimin was still the biggest, and the more it was happening the more I grew... numb

and not the numb you feel when someone you love dies,

no


it's the numb you feel when your emotions die, it's like my mind is protecting itself by turning numb to not feel the mental pain I'm going through

you must have read many stories in which the girl gets kidnapped and is being beaten and then leaves with no trauma

well

in real life it goes a bit differently, the trauma that occurs with such activities can hunt you for the rest of your life

it can cause you to have PTSD

it is fucked up to think about it, I haven't really processed anything yet, and I'm afraid of the time that I will...

but now my mind was just on getting saved, I don't care about anything else at the moment when Jungkook kidnapped me I was most defiantly shocked, and tho he was very cold in the beginning, he never hit me, he did drink my blood, but it was not painful... and sometimes I feel so stupid when I think back of the time I was desperate to leave, not believing the words jungkook told me about people that could hurt me

and now I see that he was only trying to protect me from monsters such as Jimin and kai


and here I am

sitting in that cold basement again, thinking about life and things that had happened

sometimes flashbacks would pop up and then I would smile again

like that time when Jungkook told me he had feelings for me when he took me to grannies and then to the sunset

those moments almost seem impossible to believe now

because now the only things I experience are pain, torture and murder...





my thoughts were caught of when my body lifted itself in a second, I heard screams

terrified screams of people were heard everywhere


wth is Happening!?



I was still standing like a statue but that was till a sudden smell filled my nostrils

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