Part 14.

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Blue.
After these years, you're still in my mind.
Why is it hard to get rid of you? What's so special about you until I still thought of you?

It's been 4 years , 4 fucking years. You're still here in my thoughts.

My days were blue once I thought of you yet what's the point. You blocked me, there's nothing I can do now can I ?

Everything I do reminds me of you.
Everything I said reminds me of you.
Calling people 'chèrie' reminds me of you.
That was the name I've given you and promised to not call others on.
" Promise me not to call anyone chèrie. "
" They sound better when I call you that anyways. "

I remember when we made such promises hahaha.
Guess they were meant to be broken huh?
But maybe we deserve it, we kept on fighting through the toxicity anyways. You don't deserve me and I don't deserve you.

Bet you felt better without me in your life,
The feeling of blue you have must been gone.

But I still love you and I'm always here if you ever come back, chim. 
I love you, chèrie.
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Scene 14: end.
(It's short but listen when you read. )

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