Genre: Angst, light fluff.
The taste of the warm, strong tea eased the coldness caused by the chilly morning of an expedition. You have the habit of waking up early and being productive whenever there is one, just to calm yourself down and have a good start before heading outside the walls and encountering titans. Being out there could have two outcomes only, the first, you'd come back alive, and the second, you don't. Every second spent before every venture is special to you, for no one will ever know what could happen next.
An assuring warmth from the rays that slipped through the window pain sent solace through the dubious mind that bothered your entire system. If the sunrise is this beautiful, then should you be looking forward for the day?
"You're early, (Y/N)!" Moblit greeted, sitting next to you, and Hanji who has a bunch of different food in their hand sat across you. The latter, your best friend and squad leader had notable dark circles under their eyes, accompanied by the messy hair. Staying up late for experiments, again, you thought.
A piece of bread has been shoved in your hand as Sasha, one of your favorite cadets passed by your table and greeted you with a wink, you smiled at her.
"You are, too." Hanji scoffed at your reply and glared at Moblit.
"He woke me up!"
"Of course, you told me to wake you up!"
"Not this early!"
"It's your normal wake-up time! You're just sleep-deprived, squad leader!"
Because of the noisy quarrel in front, you wanted to walk away and just sleep for a little bit more. These two never seem to hear each other even when they are millimeters close, they always shout!
The atmosphere of the mess hall transitioned from light to heavy when the intimidating aura of the elite squad entered the room. Their mere presence is enough to justify the reasons why they belong in the so called Special Operations Squad, and the number of titans they have obliterated is mind-blowing and you can't help but to wonder, are they really human beings?
A familiar back profile made your heart flutter, his undercut makes you weak, and the way he held the tea cup as if he's afraid to break it into pieces.
So he's up early, too.
"Aren't you going to kiss your lover?" Hanji asked, making you blush furiously. That question was so sudden!
Moblit immediately interfered, "Lovers don't kiss all the time, Hanji-san!" He said, earning an approval from you.
Little by little, your whole squad appeared and occupied the empty spaces available. Your eyes occasionally dart onto Levi, who's quietly listening to the conversation of his own squad and speaks every now and then. You wanted to go to him and spend the rest of your morning with him before you set off outside the walls, but you don't want to interfere with his time for his squad. You are well-aware of your boundaries. How you should keep your feelings out of missions and focus on the objective. You and him had talked about this kind of matter ever since you've started dating.
And how you should keep your relationship as lowkey as possible.
Gentle yet meaningful habits pacified the yearning that burned for the both of you, the littlest things that you make, the slightest details that he considers, is what kept you sane. After all, it was you whom he would come home to.
But, you would not deny how much it irks you. . . to see him too close to another woman, yet not being able to do something to ease the slight pang of jealousy and pain.
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Of Teacups and a Quill. [Levi Ackerman]
FanfictionA collection of Levi x Reader stories.