Let us be your family [TommyInnit]

Through the window

POV - 3rd Person

Wilbur tried to take Tommy's small bag for him but Tommy shook his head and backed away in fear that they would look through his belongings and take them. The tall boy held the bag against his chest, Wilbur gave him a confused look.

"he doesn't know us very well Wil. It will take time for him to trust us" Phil gently whispered into Wilbur's ear. he nodded in understanding. Tommy sat behind Phil edged up against the door, gazing out the window with an expressionless face.

POV - Wilbur

I looked at the boy as he watched the cars out the window. His skin was pale and like paper, giant purple circles hung under his lifeless blue eyes. I could tell that Tommy had been through alot just by his appearance. i mean, his clothes were worn, it looked like he hadn't changed them in weeks. i could tell he was trying to look strong for us though.

I might take a break off streaming for a bit to focus on helping Tommy settle into life at home, maybe techno will too. I am gonna help this kid get back on his feet no matter what shit happens.

POV - Tommy

 I woke up when i heard Phil announcing that we were there. My stomach ached like fuck after being curled up against the door clenching my bag. I stared at the house for a second. IT WAS HUGE. good for a big man like me. I hid my excitement.

"you okay?" Wilbur asked softly.

"oh yeah, sorry."

"no need to be sorry, just wondering what you were lookin at"

"oh, the house, it looks nice." i say trying to be kind.

Phil shouts for us to hurry up because he was getting cold. I follow Wilbur, about a metre behind him, up to the stone steps that led to the front door. Phil pushed down the metal handle and opened the heavy wooden door to reveal a large space. A large sofa in the shape of an "L" sat 5 metres in front of me, with a large TV opposite it. The Kitchen was also very large with marble counter tops. The house had practically no doors apart from the bedrooms and bathrooms.

Phil got to a door. "this is your bedroom!" he ushered me to open the door. I pushed it open. The room was quite large and plain, but i liked it, anyway i could add some more things to it. I had quite a large wooden desk, i visioned that my PC could have been there if i still had access to it. Even though im not sure if these guys would let me have it, let alone stream. I miss streaming.

TW - SELF HARM (i will put when the trigger warning ends)

Phil left me to settle in. Walking into my bathroom, i zipped open my bag to empty my tooth brush and shit. My eyes caught sight of my craft knife, i gripped it. tears prickled the surface of my eyes. Why the fuck am i here? Why did they choose me? Im gonna be kicked out within a week. 

My shaking hands pulled up my sleeve, i brought the blade to my skin. I pulled the blade back so it made a deep slice, i winced at the pain, waiting, beads of dark blood started to trickle out. I repeated this three more times. I hadn't realised how fast i was breathing and that i was curled up on the floor with hot streams of tear rolling down my face. There was blood all over my top.

I hoisted myself up using the sink, my vision clouded over black for a second before my sight returned. I looked at myself in the mirror and nearly broke again. I grabbed my bag, which had some bandages in. i wrapped my arms and pulled a hoodie over my head, then pulled the sleeves down. I just sat on my bed thinking about anything and everything. I pretended I was asleep when Phil came in to tell me food was ready. 

TW over

At about seven PM i looked out my window to see a boy in a dark green polo shirt sobbing on his bed. His window was opposite mine in the house next door. He looked around my age, maybe i could go and visit him tomorrow since i have nothing better to do on a Saturday. 

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