Tsukishima crush x y/n (tiktok continuation)

-Pt.13-

Your eyes widen at the sight before you. 

Tsukishima Kei...saved you?

But why?

"Y/N, PLEASE DON'T DO IT!" the blonde hair boy yelps as he pulls your arm. I mean it wasn't like you could do it if you wanted to at the moment. His hand was already gripping your wrist tight enough. As he firmly pulls you back your head lands on his chest. His arms wrapping around you as though it were the end of the world. 

His heartbeat. 

It was beating at a rapid pace.

The warmth of his body soothes you just a little but the confusion of why he saved you took over. After all, he rejected you, made sure you knew how much he hated you, and pushed you away. With that you couldn't bare to look at him at all.

A few moments of silence falls between you two before Tsukishima sighs. 

"Y/n, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for causing you all this pain..."

Your breath hitched at his words but the blonde haired boy continues, "When you weren't at school after what happened, I realized how much I missed you. Your squeals of excitement, the glow in your eyes, the way your hair flows, and when you would get all flustered. I missed all of it. I also realized that I've been having these feelings since the day I met you on the building. But I guess my ego got the better of me as I shoved those feelings aside like nothing. I love you y/n"

I love you.

You never expected those words to come out of his mouth. Nor have him apologize in the first place. But you didn't react. You continued listening to him without looking up. 

"I'm so sorry. Please forgive me-"

"I'm sorry for trying to do something I probably would've regretted Tsukishima. I'm sorry for embarrassing you in front of the whole class. I'm sorry for-" you got cut of by him.

"Stop. Stop apologizing dumbass. I'm the only one who should be doing that right now. I caused you so much pain and I'm here to fix it." Tsukishima says pulling you closer to his chest. 

Although Tsukishima was a little too full of himself and cocky around others in school, you found it odd that the same Tsukishima is now pulling you into his embrace and opening up. You realized how different he is. 

"Y/n. Please look at me."

Slowly you lift your head and meet the gaze of Tsukishima who's looking down at you. His golden-brown eyes seemed to be filled with regret, pain, and guilt. Suddenly, you noticed he had tears. Who knew a closed-minded person like him could develop an emotion like that and be able to express it.

Tsukishima cups your face and says, "I'm sorry y/n."

You knew he meant it.

You knew his apology was genuine.

But something was holding you back. 

The doubt that he doesn't love you at all. That maybe he's just doing this out of pity for your vulnerable self. Or that he didn't want to be blamed for someones death so he felt obligated to save you. Witnessing his love confession towards you generated this small doubt. Soon you would realize that those doubts were simply false as the blonde-hair boy that once rejected you pulls you close. The gap between your faces slowly closing in. As both your lips are pressed against each other. 

Warmth. The warmth of his lips comforted you. It would be an understatement to say that you forgot about your surroundings. Butterflies form in your stomach as you kiss back. Your noses brushing against one another as Tsukishima brushes his thumb on your cheek, reassuring that the moment was real.

Moments pass before you two pull away. Looking into each others eyes, you could tell Tsukishima was relieved. 

"I forgive you." you whispered tilting your head. Little did you know Tsukishima was star-struck and admiring you at the moment. The way your hair flowed gracefully in the wind. Your eyes that used to be filled with emptiness, starting to show emotion. And just your natural beauty. He wanted to kiss you, again and again. But he held himself back. Just this once.