Warning : the talk of self harm is used in this chapterIf this triggers you just skip past the word "blood " until "I missed you so much"
Alissa's pov
As I was walking to enzo's room something felt wrong , really wrong
Not physically well apart from the fact I was stabbed , but a feeling in my stomach
I carried my way into enzo's room anyway
I knocked at his door a couple of times
No answer
I tried again before going in
God it was a mess
Draco and Theo must have moved out as there was no mattress's in their beds ,but Lorenzo has kicked things, thrown things it was awful
I heard water ruining so I sat on his bed waiting for him to get out until I heard a grunt
He can't have a girl in their Surely Can he ?
I just wanted to make sure so I opened his bathroom door slightly,but no he was just stood in the shower by himself
Ew he wasn't having a wank was he-
"Ugh " he said once again
He dropped his head to the floor but looked back up quickly
I stepped closer to see what he was looking at
Blood
Blood? Why is there blood in the floor
I took my shoes off and stepped into his shower
I touched his shoulder and he jumped out of his skin
I don't know what I was expecting as I just got I'm his shower but I was not expecting him to pin me on the walk by my neck
"Alissa ?" He gasped
He let go of me and I stood on the hot water
"Alissa you can't- your ok-?"
"Enzo I'm here it's okay "i said with tears in my eyes I was so happy to see the love of my life
I went to go in for a hug but he backed up
I looked to his hand them his arm
His arm was full of fresh razor wounds
This felt worse the been stabbed
"Lorenzo you you-" I was struggling to breathe at what I just saw
"Alissa it's okay " he said while walking towards me
(Also Lorenzo has a walking shower so they can walk round lol)
"No Lorenzo-" I said backing up until my back hit the cold wall
"You you self harm ?" I asked him
"I don't - I didn't - listen Alissa I didn't think you were gonna wake up and I couldn't face the fact I couldn't see you anymore I thought you were dead Alissa "he said sadly while looking down
"Oh baby " I said
I burst into tears and hugged enzo for a long time
"Promise never again ?" I asked him while backing up
"Never as long as I have you " he said while wiping my tears
"I missed you so much " we both said at the same time
We had small talk until my fingers went wrinkly
I was about to change out of my wet joggers and hoodie until I wanted to mess with Lorenzo
"Lorenzo " I said sweetly
"Yes my love " he said while washing his hair
God I missed him saying love , gave me butterflies every time
"You have a nice dick" I said with a smile
He chocked on air and laughed
I was about to leave until
"You know alissa it gets bigger if you take your clothes off-"
Skip to next morning
"YOU WAS IN SHOWER WITH HIM?!" brexley practically screamed
I got up from my mirror and ran over and put my hand over her mouth
"Bitch shut the fuck up" I said while giggling
"Are you serious or?" A girl gently laughed from the door
"No just messing around now get the fuck off me fat arse" brexley said while pushing me off.
"Can I help you?"I asked the girl politely
"Oh yes sorry " she said while putting her bags down
"I'm going to be your new roommate " she squealed
New roommate what?
I mean it could be cool I guess
"Oh I didn't know we were getting a new roomie this is so exciting!" Brexley said while smiling widely
"What a day alissa the shower and new roomy!" Brexley said
It made me laugh and I could tell the girl was nervous and confused so I spoke to her
"I'm alissa Longbottom and this is Brexley Skywall " I said while putting my hand out
"Pleasure to meet you !" The girl said while shaking my hand
She let go of my hands and shook brexleys hand
"I'm Onyx De loughrey"
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Lorenzo's Girl
Fanfiction"She was a drug and I was getting more addicted day by day " "After all I was Lorenzo's girl " Lorenzo Berkshire will he ever find love or will he forever roam in Draco Malfoys Dark Shadows