Lorenzo's Girl

Broken Souls

Trigger warning : talk about abuse , depression, self harm, and bullying are in this chapter

Lorenzo's pov

"Noooooo fuck off you didn't !" I laughed at Draco

"I did boys I'm telling you i fucked cho Chang " he argued back

"Oh that is class mate " Theo laughed

"I wish I could fuck someone but Onny said we can't just friends with benefits, so I told her I like her no scratch that I love her but she said she needs time so I'm gonna wait " Theo said

"Wow mate you must really love her " Draco said

"Yeah .." I sighed

"Oh come on mate your not still pissed about Cedric are you ?" Theo questioned me

"Enzo it's been two weeks and she said it didn't mean anything -"

"I know I know , I am I just wanna be in a relationship with her but I can't put her in danger like that especially with this fucking war , I love her too much " I sighed

Alissa's pov

"No you don't shut the fuck up !" I gasped

"I do i think ?I don't know , he's different around me ya know ? A real softy !"

"Draco soft ? " brexley laughed

Onny hit her with a pillow " seriously he is ! I think I really like him guys " Onny admitted

"I'm happy for you ! But if he hurts you I will kill him " I said while giving her a joking creepy smile

"I love Theo, but I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship yet" brexley sighed

"Don't rush it if you don't want brex"

"Yeah Alissa is right , Theo loves you he will wait . Whenever your ready " Onny smiled

"I love enzo " I admitted after a while

"Well no shit " brexley said in a stupid sarcastic voice

"Tell us something new maybe ?" Onny joked

"Guys what the fuck ! We were been all cute and shit-"

I look over to my door and see black laced up boots, only one person wears boots

"Ashley pucey if you don't get the fuck out of my room I'll get those ugly fucking Lego brick ass looking shoes and shove them right up your arse hole you can taste the leather In your dirty mouth " I said straight forward

"Bit much don't you think love " Lorenzo laughed from my door

"Has she gone ?"

"Yes , she ran off crying " Draco laughed

"Alissa how did you know she was-"

"Brexley I can smell dogs from a mile away baby " I winked at her

"She's a ugly dog too" Blaise laughed

"What you guys taking about ?" Theo questioned

The four boys came and joined us girls on my bed

I was fucking glad I had a big bed.

"Nothing " I said too quickly

"Um okay " enzo laughed nervously

"Have you heard the news?" Draco questioned while fiddling with his rings

"Which news ?" Onny asked

"It's gonna happen this year " he sighed

Onny grabbed his hand for reassurance, to my surprise he didn't flinch and the look he gave her was beautiful he had true care behind his grey eyes,I don't know what impact Onny had on this boy but it was working .

She was helping the boy with no choice

"No matter what happens we stick together " Lorenzo said while grabbing my hand . I could've melted on the spot

"I would die for you guys, no matter what happens we will make it out together okay" I said with tears in my eyes

We went into a group hug

"I love you guys "

It was cringe but cute , we all needed it too

My friend group was like non other, we make just look like a group of nasty slytherins ; but deep down we were all broken in some way .

That's what made us so close.

Onyx De Loughrey,
I had only met her a few weeks before summer but we clicked instantly. She fit in with me and brexley perfect we were female slytherin group
I didn't know much about her home life but I knew her father abused her , he was a healer apparently he would think that he found cures and would test them on Onny
It broke my heart she was a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul. She didn't need these filthy scars on her

Theo Nott
my brother I would call him. The most caring person I know , I loved him with my whole heart I really did. When Theo was younger (around 6 or 7) he lost his twin brother . His life line . It didn't really hit him till he was around 14. Theo got in drinking problem at 14. Fucking 14 , the world hurt him which hurt me . It got that bad that he has a heart problem, less years than all of us, the only person that helped him stop is my beautiful best friend

Brexley Skywall.
I adore her, she makes my heart melt . She is my soulmate I would die for her. One of the saddest things I know is she suffers from depression and in summer of 4th year she tried to take all her pain her away . The most beautiful girl I know nearly took her own life .  I really don't know what I would do with out her.

Blaise Zanbini.
My Blaise , my boy . Blaise was putting on a fake smile all the time. He was scared no one would like him because he was gay. His step father didn't approve and kicked him out ,this knocked his world. When Blaise came out to us all a few months ago, he has acted himself around everyone . He was finally happy

Draco Malfoy
The boy with no choice . He's just a boy, he doesn't want to hurt anyone . Tortured by Voldemort several times, broken more each time. His life is set out for him to become a death eater. He puts up a act of been a awful person but he does this because he is scared of Neglection from his own father . I was so thankful that his mother saved him.

Lorenzo Berkshire
The love of my life . I didn't know much about his family but I know his mother hurts him. I've seen the scars on his back from the unforgivable curse. How could someone hurt such a sweetheart . Even if Lorenzo and I aren't meant to be I really hope he finds someone to love him, he deserves the world

As for myself , I lost my parents . Sure I had grown up with people but a part of my world will always be missing .

So yes , we do look like a bunch of friends who smoke and drink but this is our escape from the fucking horrible world

We were a bunch of broken souls