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Chapter 4

Katie POV:

Harry turns around after twenty minutes of my staring at him with a shocked face.

"It's rude to stare, Katie" he says with that famous fucking smirk.

"Uhhh.." I really don't know what to say. He laughs a little and kisses my check.

"What the fuck don't kiss my check you dick" I scream and stand up in my chair causing the whole class to turn around and look at us.

"Miss is everything okay" the professor ask.

"Yes sir, sorry about that" I give him a little smile and sit back down. I give Harry the biggest dirty look ever but he just ignores it.

The class is finally over and I start to freak out about Harry. What if he try's to take Olivia off me. But I know he wouldn't he only cares about himself.

"Can we talk" he asks innocently.

"Yes. There's a cafe called Violets just around the corner meet me there in an hour I still have classes" I say and walk off not bothering to hear his reply.

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I sit bitting my nails at a table in the cafe. He is ten minutes late. Just as I thought that he walks through the door looking around until he spots me and walks over. Before he can even speak a waiter comes over. She looks like a skank. That top looks like it's for a ten year old, her boobs popping out and the skirt is just below her panties.

"Hello welcome to Victoria's" she says not even looking my way to busy looking at Harry. I clear my throat and she turns her head my way.

"Sorry do you have a problem" she asks.

"Only that your outfit looks like it would fit my child which she is only three years old" i shrug.

"Does it have anything to do with you" she's starting to be cheeky and I'm not going to take it.

"You work in a cafe love, not a strip club" i say and hear Harry trying to contain his laughter. She grumps and walks away telling a different waiter to come serve us. Finally we both our coffees.

"Right so Harry what could you possible want after four years"

"I want to see my child which now I know is a girl so I want to see my daughter" as he says that I take a deep breath.

I no for sure he will leave soon and I don't want Liv becoming attached to him if he is going to leave. He hasn't been there for her for three years and she truly doesn't need him. I have to admit I am still in love with him even after him not being there. He is the father of my child and nothing's going to change that but I know he will never love me like I love him.

I thought i didn't love him but as soon as he set in that seat next to me I knew I still did. Just everything about him is amazing. He did use to treat me like a princess but that was all a lie. Somehow I know he is like that deep down but just to full of himself to consider it. He never loved me.

"So can I?" He asks after I don't answer.

"I don't want her getting attached to you then you leaving a couple weeks later. I'm sorry Harry but no" I hate that I had to say that but it's for the best.

"I'm not going to do that. I came back because I wanted to support my child and try again with you. So please Katie" he pleaded.

"I don't want to get back with you Harry" I laugh "but as for my daugh..."

"Our daughter" he corrects me.

"But as for my daughter I don't want her getting hurt"I ignore his correction because he's never been there so he has not right to call her his even though she is but still

"It's our daughter as much as you like it and as the hurt her bit, I would never hurt her"

"Harry you said you would never hurt me back then but I was left two months pregnant with a broken heart"

"When you told me you loved me...."

"No I said I loved you" But I still do.

"Well I know you still did when you walked out that door" I stay silent "your silence proves that. When you walked out that door I knew I loved you but I was so scared about having a baby and I couldn't deal with it" he looks down ashamed. He should be so I won't feel sorry for him.

"You don't think I was scared Harry!" I raise my voice. He doesn't say anything so I get up and slam five bucks on the table, then walk out the door yet again but this time he follows me.

"Please just let me see her even just one time and after that I will prove that I'm going to be a good dad" he cries what the fuck.

"I swear I'm going to regret this" I mumble under my breath. "One time Harry" he looks up in total shock.

"Really?"

"Yes come on but I don't want her knowing your her dad just yet wait until you prove it" he nods with a frown but quickly walks over to me and I start leading the way to my house.

"Whats her name?" He questions.

"Olivia but everyone calls her Liv" we walk up the drive way to the house and I have to admit I'm shitting myself.

"That's such a pretty name" he says and I smile.

We walk in and I shout but know one answers and then I hear my little girls laughter coming from the back yard. Harry follows me as I walk out and see her on the trampoline bouncing about like crazy. Rose is laughing at her trying to do tumbles.

"Mummy!!" She screams and jumps of the trampoline into my arms.

"Hey baby girl" I kiss her lips and hug her tight.

Who's that man?" She questions and looks at Harry. He smiles and walks over to her.

"Hey baby, I'm harry" he says and takes her out of my arms. She looks at him and he smiles. Then she pokes where his dimple is. He laughs and kisses her check.

"I'm Olivia but you can call me Liv" she smiles shyly.

"You names very beautiful just like you" he smiles but I can see behind it there's a frown. And that frown for not being there for three years of her life.

"Thank you but I'm going to play on the tramp again" she says and looks directly at me.

"You know your not aloud to say that word, Olivia. If you can't say trampoline then say bouncy thing okay" I say sternly. She knows she not aloud to say it and that's way she looked directly at me.

"Yeah, yeah mummy what ever I'm away on the bouncy thing" she smirks and jumps out of her dads arms and back onto the trampoline.

"She is getting so cheeky" I complain.

"She looks like me but her personality is all you" he says and admires her.

"Yeah I agree there" I laugh.

"I really missed you katie"

"Dont lie harry, you were busy fucking girls while I was looking after your daughter so don't stand there and lie to me" I got so angry from that.

"No im not lying. It's the truth. I was sleeping with them girls so I could try and forget you but that didn't work because look where I am now"

"Yeah harry whatever I couldn't be annoyed listening"

"Please I want to see her and you again. Meet me tomorrow at the same cafe at the same time but bring Olivia with you please" he begs.

"I swear harry I better not regret this" I say and he smiles.

"I swear you won't Katie" he hugs me. I try to push him away but he's to strong so I melt into him.

"Okay"

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I wrote this last night on Harry's birthday aaaahhhhhh

Caitlin xxx