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Chapter 1

Katie's POV:

Harry pulled out of me as we both lie sweaty on someone's bed. I could hear the party still going on downstairs but still hear the faint ringing of my heartbeat in my ears. I know it was a bad idea to have unprotected sex but we weren't planning on having sex tonight so we had no condoms, plus we can't resist each other. It was okay though because he pulled out before releasing. I turned around to look at my boyfriend at three years, to see him looking straight back at me.

We have been going out since we were fifteen but we have knowing each other since twelve although we have never had the I love you stage. I am positive I love him but I don't know what he thinks. He treats me like a princess I have to say that but I'm not sure if he actually loves me, I really hope he does though. We have discussed our future and he said he wants to be in mine but it could be a lie, I really haven't a clue.

"We should get dressed and go back to the party. My mates are probably looking for me" he kisses my cheek and stands starting to get dressed.

"Yeah sure but I think I'm going to go home I'm really tired, babe" I say finishing getting dressed.

"No I want you to stay and party with me" he pouts.

"No I'm just going to drive home, I'm really tired" i give him a quick kiss and he nod leading me to my car before giving me another kiss.

Two months later

I am craping myself. I have missed my period two times, so after finding out about missing this one I had to go buy a pregnancy test. And guess what it came up positive. I'm a fuckìng idiot, I knew Harry didn't pull out at that party, he likes his pleasure but I convinced myself he did pull out that night. We have only had sex like two times since then because I have been away in Florida staying with my aunt and we haven't seen each other. Both times we have had protection from them we have used protection, so it had to be that time. Now I'm stuck with a bun in the oven. We still haven't said I love you yet but I think this baby will change him and he might realise he does love me, then we can start a family.

We have just finished high school and both of us got excepted into universities. Although the universities are different they are not that far apart. I know we are only eighteen but this could work.... I think.

I park my car outside Harrys parents house as he still lives with them. I walk up to the front door before knocking. Harry comes out dressed in his normal clothes which consist of (black skinny jeans, black top and black boots) I know it's all black but he can pull it of.

"Hey baby, what are you doing here?" He kisses my cheek holding the door open so I can walk in.

"Harry I need to tell you something. Is your parents home?" I sit on his couch.

"Yes there in the kitchen. What wrong?" He asks concern in his beautiful green orbs. And that is why I think he will except us having a baby because he is always so dedicated to me.

"I-I-I" i can not find the words to tell him.

"Kat your scaring me. What is wrong?"

"I'm pregnant" I say so quickly and quietly I'm not sure he heard. But when I hear a gasp and look over at him his eyes are wide I know he heard me.

"No you can't be" he says standing up and then standing over me. I feel so small and frightened of what he is going to say.

"I am. I have missed two periods and I took a test, it was positive" I feel so small like he is a dinosaur and I'm a slug.

"But we have used protection every time" he states but his statement isn't true.

"No. That one time at the party two months ago... We didn't and you said you pulled out before you came but that's lies because I wouldn't be pregnant if you did" I snarled.

"Don't blame this on me, you could have got the morning after pill"

"I would have if you told me the truth!!" I screamed.

"Shut up I don't want anyone knowing about this. Especially my parents!!" He harshly whispered. This proved me wrong now I know he doesn't want the family I was thinking.

"So you don't want to keep it" I started to cry.

"Obliviously I don't. We are too young and I have my life to live not be running around after a child" he looked at me as if I was stupid. His parents walked in and I quickly dried my eyes not taking my eyes of the ground.

"Is everything alright" Harrys mum, Ruth asked.

"Yeah Katie's dog just died and she is a little upset. We were shouting because I-uh ran over it by mistake" he says.

"God, Harry are you serious" His dad, David says shaking his head.

"I will buy her a new one" he says and there parents walked out of the room shaking there heads.

"In the last twenty minutes I have seen a whole new side to you, Harry. Where is the Harry I used to love you are evil and a dickhead" I push past him but he grabs my wrist looking down at me.

"You-you love me" he whispered.

"There's a difference between loved and love. I loved you but now I absolutely despise you. I can't believe you want to kill this baby...your own baby" I pull my hand away from his and turn my back to him heading to the door. He doesn't try to stop me which proves that he really doesn't love me or wants this baby.

"Goodbye Harry" I don't even bother turning around to see his face as I walk out and into my car, driving away.

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I got the idea to write this kind of fanfic from my llw exam today hahahha
Caitlin xx