I have a crush on you,
This is a simple word,
But why I can't speak it to you?
I do not have a courage to tell you,
Why?
Because I'm too ugly for you,
I have too many flaws,
That you will find it disgusting,
I'm not pretty like my friend,
I forced myself to not let speak that word to you,
I scared that you will reject me,
I scared that you will stay far away from me,
I scared that you will hate me,
I have too many dark stories,
I do not have any good memories,
I just want somebody to hold me,
Hug me,
Support me,
Advise me,
Say sweet word for me,
Encourage me,
So that I can walk thoroughly with this dark spot that I have in me,
Why I can't get everything that I want,
It is because of me?
I can't stop thinking that all of this is my fault,
Please like me for who I am,
Don't leave me alone,
I'm scared..
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My Life Experience
PoesieThere was a girl that gets through her memory sadder and wish that her life was better. She wants somebody to comfort her and somebody to help she covered the bad memory that she has and make a full of happy memories to guide her to become a better...