Dear Alexis

Precious Alexis

My precious Alexis,

I have known we are mates since I was 12 years old. I apologize for biting you in advance. My newly present wolf side was adamant that we had to let you know you were not alone.

We fell in love with how you sheltered me from my parents when they discovered that I had bitten my Alpha. I have and will always see you as my Alpha. While I am here so far away I want you to know there has never been another female in my heart, life or bed.

Do you remember cradling me while I shook in fear as my father wanted to discipline me for claiming you? I will be forever grateful for your love and care. Thank you for your patience.

I will be home soon and I intend on claiming you fully. I have waited 9 years to be able to stand by your side. Fortunately, now I look like your male should.

Working for the Council of Councils has made me appreciate your discipline and integrity as an Alpha. I often proudly tell my unit of how amazing my Alpha is. It often takes the new ones time to figure out that you are a female and it makes me laugh.

I miss you. So much that sometimes I wake up ready to pull you into my arms and then I wake up to empty air. My heart aches with the distance.

Dearest Alexis, I know that you have been used to seeing me as a child. I feel that I should warn you that I have every intention of being your man in every sense of the word mate. I know you have been very kind and gracious in not taking advantage of my adolescent urges.

Your honouring of my innocence is one of the reasons I would lay my life down for you Alpha. I have never had anyone care for me as you do. I have no idea how you kept your wolf side from getting carried away.

Just thinking about you gives me goosebumps and  has my body preparing to mark you properly and fully completing the mating process. I miss you blue eyes and your beautiful dark coily curls. I miss playing with your braids and breathing in your scent.

I love how just below your scent I can smell my scent. It is probably my imagination but every time I see you I can smell more of me in your scent. You literally make me drool and thirsty at the same time.

Do you remember the times I would sit in your office and watch you work? Your Alpha tone goes straight to my blood supply which rushes straight to the only thing you won't talk to me about. I've never had a boner for a whole day since then.

You are my goddess. I kmow this is incredibly cheesy. I apologize.

The only way I have managed to stay sane is to write these letters to you. While I try to keep it PG I sometimes just want to visit your vacation cabin in the mountain so I can have you on every single surface. I can't confess just how many times I've imagined bending you over the railing of the porch and burying myself deep in you.

So deep I could put my hand on your slim stomach and feel myself. I often imagine doing it as the sun rises so that the colours of the sky match your ecstasy. Every time I watch a sunrise I promise you that I will do it.

The men in my unit say I talk about you in my sleep. I miss you that much. Thank you for all the memories and friendship you have given me.

I'll be home soon. When we do, my first destination is the cabin with you.

Until then,
Cayden Alexander Jones