⚠TW: suicide, suicidal thoughts, hanging, overdose, drugs, jumping to death, swearing⚠
⚠A/N you do NOT have to read this chapter this is just the poem in the journal ⚠
𝙄 𝙘𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙢 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨
𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙄 𝙖𝙫𝙤𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧𝙨
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙢 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙧.
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙤 𝙘𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧
𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙧
𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧
𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙖𝙧.
𝙄 𝙧𝙞𝙥 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙚𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡
𝘿𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙧𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙡𝙚
𝙄 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙖𝙣'𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙚
𝘿𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙤𝙖𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 3𝙖𝙢
𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙪𝙨𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙖𝙧
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙧
𝙈𝙮 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙖𝙨
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩
𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙪𝙥𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙟𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨
𝙃𝙤𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙝
𝙄 𝙝𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙖𝙧
𝙄 𝙗𝙤𝙬 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙖𝙙𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙮𝙧
𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚
𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚.
𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙗 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚
𝙈𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙨 𝙄 𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙞𝙡
𝙄 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚
𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚, 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙚.
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙖 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡
𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙚𝙢𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡
𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙣𝙤, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡
𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙙
𝙎𝙤 𝙄 𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙝𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙡 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙮 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚, 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙪𝙣𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩
𝙨𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙥
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙚𝙙𝙜𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙟𝙤𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙖 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡
𝙊𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙦𝙪𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙡𝙮 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡
𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚, 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙮𝙖𝙧𝙙
𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣
𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣
𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙣𝙤 𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙
𝙐𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥
𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙥
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A/n if u did somehow like this poem it is by Ethan Jewell and he does some good songs and poems
Didn't almost start crying writing this 😭
Literally had to right it out in bold italics cos it wouldn't copy and paste into that format lmao
Anyway not sure if I'll update it until tomorrow
Proofread:no❤
Words: 589
Love y'all ❤
Mystery British girl
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Glad I Met You ~Sapnap
Fanfiction⚠This is my first fanfic "But yanno, I'm glad I met you and the people who came with you..." love y'all
