I wish I was enough (ushioi)

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Alright today is the day! Oikawa thought to himself as he did his hair and a bit of make-up. He wanted to look especially good today, just for his iwa-Chan.

"Iwa-Chan! Good morning!" Oikawa said running up to him at the gates of their school, " morning shittykawa." Iwaizumi replied yawning. Oikawa let out a nervous sigh, "iwa, can I talk to you after, afternoon practice..?" Iwaizumi looked at him and nodded, "yeah I'll wait on you next to the tree." Oikawa smiled and nodded walking into his first class.

The day went by so slow, Oikawa began to overthink, his thoughts were full of every possibility, but a good one. His hands were sweaty, and he was fidgeting all class,  and he couldn't focus. Iwaizumi, of corse noticed right away, letting it slip his mind until lunch.

Iwaizumi decided that he would ask Oikawa what was wrong after he refused to eat his lunch and wouldn't make eye contact.

"What the fuck is wrong with you today? Is it about what you needed to tell me? This is going to effect practice, so just tell me now." He said in an angry and frustrated tone. Oikawa stared at him.

Now or never..

"Um... iwa.. I-I..." Oikawa took a deep breath, "I'm in love with you...."

Iwaizumis face went from nothing to angry in a second, "what? What the hell is fucking wrong with you?!" Oikawas face dropped, "iwa-ch-" Iwaizumi stood up, "don't fucking call me that.. don't talk to me.. we have other setters in the team don't set to me. Just stay the fuck away." Oikawa started crying.

It went from 0-100 fast. He couldn't breathe, he couldn't sense what was happening who he was around. He face was on fire, he was violently shaking. He suddenly felt a pair of arms wrap around him and yelling, "GET THE FUCK AWAY YOU FUCKING SHIT HEADS!"

Mad-dog..?

"Hey Oikawa.. hey it's yahaba I'm here.. you're safe with me. I'm not going to hurt you mad-dog is here too, he won't hurt you okay..?" Oikawa slowly calmed down.

"What the fuck happened?" Mad dog questioned, "I-iwa.."

"Iwaizumi- senpai?" Yahaba asked, "h-he hates me.. I-I confessed.. I-I" mad-dog knew what happened now and was furious, yahaba was in shock.

"Come on we will take you into class if you're feeling up to it.." yahaba said Oikawa nodded and stood up. He could barely walk, his eyes were blurry, and knees where weak.

He noticed, though that mad- dog was being much more careful, and nicer?

Once they got to the third years class Oikawa and Iwaizumi made eye contact, Oikawa was a mess, his hair was a mess from where he was pulling it, his face bright red, that always happened after he cried, scratch marks all up and down his face, and arms. Iwaizumi looked away and Oikawa made a small sad smile, "thank you guys.. I'll see you at practice.." the two second years nodded and left leaving Oikawa in the front of the classroom alone.

"Oikawa see me after class" his teacher said with a worried look, "hai"

After class Oikawa stayed put, his face in his hands. The teacher walked over, and pulled up a chair, "what happened..?"

This teacher had always be oikawas favorite, he knew all about oikawas mental health issues and tried his best to help.

Oikawa looked up only than did the teacher notice that he was still crying, "iwa... Iwaizumi.. and me just had a disagreement.." The teacher looked shocked but nodded, "well you need to get to practice yeah?" Oikawa nodded and stood up.

Practice was hell, Iwaizumi wouldn't even look at Oikawa, everyone could sense the tension. "Okay everyone, coach isnt  here so I'm in charge." He said, he looked up to see all of his teammates, "um.. let's work on receiving, and spiking, so if you are a s-setter then you will set, if you're a spiker you will spike, everyone will receive, then we will alternate." Oikawa said.