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                                              I thought I meant everything to you, I thought you loved me, I thought we be together for many years to come, I thought alot of things honestly.
I thought that first ' I love you ' would be special to you, I thought the first kiss we shared, would be special to you.
I though I was special to you.
Yet it seems he is special to you, it seems each ' I love you ' each kiss, everything you've done behind my back, has, and is special to you.
It seems I was nothing, let alone special to you, he was always something, I just never noticed that he was special.
I should've trusted my gut, my heart, my feelings, I should've put that trust into myself, but I put it into you.
Oh how badly I wanna be special to you, I've now realized, I never have been, and never will be, to you.