Take It Back

8

Lucy arrived shortly afterwards and brought tons of bandages. She opened up the door and ran upstairs directly. Seeing Louis lying broken on the ground caused her to freeze. A single tear escaped from her eyes and after it had rolled down her cheeks, she continued walking towards them. Running, to be honest. Arriving, she took away the completely soaked towel and replaced it with a clean bandage. It happened so fast Harry couldn't keep up with what she was doing. He was so done. He was so done with having Louis unhappy, more like depressive, and he was done with being the cause  of that. Just, you know, done. Harry wasn't used to such depressing times. 
It;s my fault. He kept repeating in his mind. Everytime he said it, he wanted to smash his head against a wall, but he didn't, because he needed to help Louis.

"Do I wanna know what happened?" Lucy asked worried.
"He.. he cut. Because of me. He... he has a fucking crush on me. Long story short, I'm the reason he's halfway dying here." He said as even more guilt build made him bite his lip.
"It surely is not your fault. You'd never ever want this to happen so you're not the reason, okay? Good to clear things up. Oh, and he's not dying. He's sleeping, and tired. Too much blood ost, I guess. However, he'll be fine. We don't even have to take him to a hospital. Just.. just make sure he'll never do this again, okay?"
"I'll try.. I'll try my best, I promise. I swear." Harry said. He felt like he was in one of these super dramatic movies, only that this was way worse. 
"Help me carry him to his bed?"
"Yeah, of course. But, be careful, don't touch his arm, it migh-" "Why would I touch his arm? I'm not stupid, Harry. I promise, nothing's gonna happen to your sunshine from now on."
The word sunshine made Harry smile. Louis was in fact Harrys sunshine. 

Harry and Lucy carefully carried Louis to his bed and laid him down. Harry covered him and placed a kiss onto Louis' forehead, just like Louis did a while ago. After looking at him for a while, he walked downstairs with Lucy to get tea done. They talked for a bit and Harry revealed that his feelings for Louis might have gotten worse.
Lucy just sighed and said "I fucking knew you were gay or bisexual, I fucking knew."
Harry rolled his eyes and prepared Louis' tea. While doing that, he told Lucy the whole story. What happened, Louis' crush, the cutting, everything. When they arrived back in Louis' room, Harrys mug sipped out of his hands and crashed on the ground.

Louis was gone. He was literally gone. The cover Harry had placed sweetly on Louis sleeping body ten minutes ago was thrown to the ground rapidly and there was no trace of Louis. Nothing.

What the fuck? Harry thought and began to sob.. again.

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Shortest chapter... ever?
The idea that Louis dissappears came into my mind today at school idk why :D
I hope y'all don't hate me too much... <3
Yours, Paula xx