Confession (JENLISA)

Three Years Ago

JENNIE POV

The first time I get this job, On The Set three years ago

Director Lisa: ...3,2,1 cut okey lets take a break

Rookie Jennie: *walk to my seat*

Director Lisa: *he walk approaching, me*

Man1: isn't she a rookie model? What kind of management will this company become?

Man2: Kim is that her last name?

Woman1: it's her first shoot?

Man3: she thinks she's all that person?

Woman2: I bet she did those things to get chosen

Director Lisa: *listen carefully to the crowd speaking* are you afraid of them? (Whispering) after today, you will become famous, just let them be

Rookie Jennie: why did you believe in me director? this is my first shoot, I even didn't believe my skill

Director Lisa: *kiss my cheeks* you will see *leaving* I don't believe in you, and don't believe yourself, you just trust in me to make a choice, okey

Rookie Jennie: *heart beating fast because of his word and his action, his a little pack on my cheek make my heart flutter* why you so confident Director? *Curious* I don't know, can I be the famous one

*Flashback*

Teenager Jennie is the one who gets bully in the school, always get those harsh word "What are you good at?" "What the hell are you will doing at college?" " you just like a fool, if you dress just fall like this!" "Why don't you take a look at your senior?" "You have a pretty face tho, why don't you seduce a rich man and married him" "or just sex with me, why you do play to get huh, I know you also want this right" "you are just a nerd" "you are stupid girl Jennie" Those words are always on my mind

*Flashback end*

Now, No one ever believes in me, even me, even i become an Actress, Jennie the actress

My worries and tension melted in an instant when the Director said earlier

The day had passed when I ran away from the past, the day I start this job

Lisa Manoban is the General Director of M Enterprise and the nephew of vice-chairman of  YG Group

He got Midas touch, unearthing a number of top actors and models

Praises won't faze him and a woman can't help but shiver in front of him

Two Years Later

During those five years that I knew him, my heart would pound and thump and it couldn't stop it

The more successful I am with his help, the colder director Lisa become

Now i am in front of him, at Lisa Office

Lisa: *place his cigarette* no Jennie, I thought I made that clear

Jennie: but I want it, Director

Lisa: Why are you being so stubborn?

Jennie: it doesn't make sense not to work with you director Lisa, that's what they are saying, and as far as I'm concerned, I'm the best person in this line of work

I'm being mad at Lisa, even he is my Director, my unrequited love for him grow unchecked and it was not something that could be stopped by my own will