Confession (JENLISA)

Meet again

JENNIE POV

A week Passed, at the company

After spending the night with him, we meet again, i was full of thoughts at the time and he was so cold as if we had done never occurred, i wish he look at me.

Now we just eat in the restaurant at the company, i bring it up, i am the one who brings it up what had we done, but why im the one who anxious, what are we now? what was going on between us? these thoughts pervade my mind like a plague, like a toxic poison, i just wanted to know, what would become of us?

Lisa: *tak* *eat his steak* hmm, by the way, you said you were leaving tomorrow for a pictorial photoshoot?

Jennie: what? (silence) oh yes

Lisa: and about the new movie, lets not to do that jennie, just turn it down okey?

Jennie: *teary eyes* yess (the movie was just an excuse lisa)

Lisa: *while eating* not everyone can be a sexy actress jennie, you still have a long way to go *look at me* you don't need to do things like femme fatale that doesn't fit your image, just be your pure self, it is enough i think *eating again* and whats wrong with your clothes these days?

Jennie: *starring at lisa* then, why you did ask me? why did you ask me to *cut the word*

Lisa: wait, someone calling, hold on *pick up the phone*

*on the phone*

Irene: lisa ssi?

Lisa: yess irene ssi

Irene: so when the movie start going?

Lisa: about that, that will be start next month

Irene: and the role going to sunmi right?

Lisa: yes, of course, i made a promise to you

Irene: okey then

Lisa: ill see you later then

*hung up the phone*

After he talk to irene, my heart broken in pieces, after dressing exciting in a hour to meet him, elaborate my make up, it was all nothing. My heart despaired it felt like the ocean was drowning me, i couldn't bE angry even i want to, i was nothing for him, i was just a rookie artist and now i was tired, what i will going to say? i event can't open my mouth, my expectations turn to disappointment

now he pick me to my apartment, i just think, why i pick up the call? why did he look at me that way? like he would die if he could not have me? why? why lisa? why? i said nothing in the end, i didnt tell him how i felt, there was no reason to, i was always anxious never knowing what to do. what should i do?

Now he is in front of my apartment door

Jennie: sir, are you going to merry irene?

Lisa: what?

Jennie: *open the door* (i like you lisa but the person you like is her, i was angry at my self, i angry because i felt that way because just me who fall in love) *walk in front of lisa*

Lisa: do i have to tell you about that? (turn back)

Jennie: *scream* did you sleep with her too?

Lisa: what? (turn back again)

Jennie: was i worse than her director? you probably do it a lot with her, im sure of it, im sorry, are she didnt let you down there in the bed last night?

Lisa: *grab my shoulder and press it* *deep voice* you have got a habit of talking back recklessly to me now? how long have you been holding it huh? *push me to the wall*

Jennie: *shout out* you said you are not a patient person, you are someone who says whats on there and does everything when simple because you feel like it

Lisa: you dont know how much i have been looking after you jennie, dont you? just bear the pain

Jennie: have i ever asked you to look after me director? you dont need to take me into consideration

Lisa: really? *smirk* so you mean i dont need to take you in consideration if i want to fuck you jennie? *pull his tie* and its like you said i dont know how to be considerate j? then, lets do it *whisper in my ear* lets have a sex j *kiss my earlobe and grab my breast*