(y/n's pov)
(Back to the past)
It's been 1 year. A year really passed since 'he' left without me, since he left me here alone to marry that man. Fortunately I can say that I'm not angry anymore, I just hope he's happy and healthy and maybe misses me like I miss him.
Today is the day of my marriage and I can't help but tear up. How can I marry a man that I don't love and doesn't love me back? How could my father do this to me? I'm only 20 and I'm in a wedding dress getting ready to marry a man 15 years older than me. Today is the start of the ending of my life, the ending of my freedom and the ending of the hopes of a good happy life. The only thing that keeps me sane right now are the hopes of Namjoon showing up and saving me from this mess, I won't lie I still think of running away but I don't think I can anymore. It's too late.
My mind was a mess, I was drowning in my thoughts and the only thing that I could do was except the reality and unfortunately that's what I did. My mother entered the room and let a deep sigh. She wasn't happy, she knew I didn't want it but couldn't do anything, she had to 'obey' her husband. She tried to be happy seeing me in the wedding dress but lying was always her weak spot, she embraced me in her arms and whispered "it's time" in my ear. I wanted to cry so bad but I had to keep the tears to myself since I didn't have to be "dramatic'.
With weak steps I made it to the church. I tried looking around for Namjoon but nothing, this made me completely hopeless. My heart shattered while walking down the aisle and I wanted to run away so bad but my feet were weak, I couldn't do it myself, at least not without Namjoon, but he was nowhere. At the end we said our fake vows and that was the end. I'm sorry Namjoon, I couldn't do anything else but say yes.
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Fanfiction(rm x reader) this story takes place on 1939 in WWII. Y/n tells her grandchildren about her first and only love Kim Namjoon and their story (tw: contains graphic content and smut) (there will be a "tw" if a chapter needs it) (complete)
