Shine Bright & Smile (A Niall Horan/ Avril Lavigne Fanfic)

Chapter 9 Tattoo Part 3

"Tattoo" by Jordin Sparks: song of the chapter

(Bridge)
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

(Chorus) x 2
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Niall's POV

I laid awake on an uncomfortable hospital bed with blurry eye vision and a massive headache. I was greeted by a young female nurse in baby blue scrubs holding a clip board in front of her face.

"Mr. Horan glad to see that you're awake." She said giving me a delightful smile. I smiled back at her.

"Where's my wife and my child?" She said she would be here for me when I wake up?" I asked concerned why Avril's not here by my side with Luke in her arms.

Poor Luke I didn't even get to finish feeding him. He must be starving.

"It seems to be that your wife had lost her mind and sadly suffered a heart attack and hasn't woken up since. You seemed to have had suffered cardiac arrest after surgery but we were able to revive you. She had given your baby to a trust worthy couple she met today while you were recovering. We just got off the phone with them. I'm truly sorry."

She didn't have that smile afterwards. Neither did I.

"You're kidding right? Please tell me you're kidding?" I asked about to die inside.

She nodded her head no and removed the curtain between me and the other half of the hospital room revealing an unconscious Avril.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing through my blurry eyes. As blurry as they may be they weren't blurry enough for me to go blind. I could sadly still see my poor Avril laying unconscious and uncomfortable like how I was. She had her eyes closed shut and her hands wrapped around her stomach as if she had a stomach ache.

That's when something hit me and a light bulb went off. She's pregnant. I completely forgot about the pregnancy test she dropped.

"I'll be back to see you how your doing in a little bit. Please stay seated and don't make a move. I wouldn't recommend lifting that arm of yours for about two weeks or so." She said while exiting the room with a straight facial expression.

I was lost in my thoughts. How can she suffer a heart attack? She's preggers? I mean sometimes when your pregnant and you're not getting enough liquids that's needed for the health of a child you can have symptoms like a heart attack or a stroke but, it's too early in the pregnancy?

Three Fucking Weeks? Well times like this you must expect the unexpected.

Which took me by surprise as my a different nurse had entered the room with my mother behind her.

"Mr.Horan you seem to have a visitor." The nurse said with a smile.

Jesus Christ these nurses smile a lot I wonder if they ever like get mad or anything?

"Visiting hours close in 15 minutes." She said letting my mom escape into my arms. She hugged me as tight as she could without hurting my shoulder.

"Niall dear, look what you got yourself into? Did you know who did this?" She asked letting go of our hug.

I couldn't help but tell her everything that happened. I told her just about everything from when Zayn showed up and until I woke up. Just about everything. She gasped loudly when I said Avril is three weeks pregnant.

"She's pregnant again!?! Yes, oh my gosh, congratulations sweetheart. Um now that's over it's time to give you good motherly advice right?" She asked.

"I'm ready." I lied.

I'm not ready for this. Not ready at all. I thought I was. But I'm not fit to be a parent. Or a fit husband. Avril deserves someone much better and mature. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for that one guy I decided on dating. Jesus Christ I'm such a fool.

(A/N: Hope you enjoyed this part.. The next shall be coming soon.
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