Drown-Chapter 12 "These Demons, they're doing fucking jumping jacks"

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I was an asshole.

But I don't care, she's hurt me.

So many times.I gave her so many chances, just for her hurt me over and over again.

I was caught in the idea that I was in love. But why love someone who is just hurting you, as pathetic as you think it sounds, its true. Caught in the idea of love. What is love? Its the closest thing we have to magic. I thought I found the one for me. The feeling wasn't mutual I guess. She didn't seem to care. After awhile she began to drift away from me.

Leaving me broken hearted.

I don't want to feel this pain.

I went upstairs to smoke some pot.

I packed the bowl, hitting it. Smoke blowing out. I.....felt... Calm after a while hungry.

The munchies

I thought of a poem:

" leaving me once again.
I don't like this game.
Causes nothing but pain.
Tears falling hard like the rain.
What a shame.
No one was able to tame.
Her desire for game."

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