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These last past weeks I think it's been like 2 idk idc I've lost my faith I'm never gonna be happy again he just threw me in the dam bathroom and locked the door the lock is on the outside of the door this fucking psycho path he needa real help even tho he's fucked my life up I've been praying to god for him and hopes he gets over whatever he's going thru even tho he's been putting his hands on me starving me etc making my life a living hell just cuz I don't wanna be with him
As I got into the shower I just broke down and let the water hit my back as I sat down I don't know what I'm doing with my life Ion even feel happy I hope mikeys ok and everyone around is I can't keep myself together at this point I try and try my hardest to stay happy and not let the negative get to me I try to stay positive but I'm ready to give up I'm not happy with my myself I'm worthless fuck myself fuck my life
I was deep Into my thoughts when dj busted in he walked over to me and grabbed my face I tried to look away but he pulled it towards him even harder
"Don't look away from daddy" he said with this devilish smile look on his face
I said nun I have nun to say to him
"Why's daddy's lil princess crying" he said then moved some of my hair out of my face but he still has that devilish smile on his face
I don't respond again I just try to get my face out of his grip
"Answer me you little slut" he said then put his other hand on my neck and started to choke me
"Answer me now" dj said looking at me with one hand still grilling my face and the other choking me
"Cuz I'm sad" I said with tears falling from out my eyes
I never let people see me cry but I don't care at this point
"What you sad about princess" and then losing his grip on my neck
I smacked his other hand off my face he ain't like that his jaw clenched and I stood up and tried to grab the towel but he snatched it
"Nah ain't no getting away ion like what you did you gone pay for that" he said then walking out the bathroom and I heard him lock it
I was thinking to myself a quick way to escape but then the other half of me is like o well I don't rlly care
He busted back into the bathroom and was laughing he slammed the door behind him and started taking off his clothes
"What are you doing" I asked looking at him confused
"I'm making the sadness go away" he said while taking off his socks
"Ion want the sadness to go away tho" I said tryna get out the shower
"Don't even try it and I said ima make it go away I don't care about what you want I know what's best you understand" he said getting in the shower and getting in my face
I pushed him outta my dam face tf you stupid ass muthfucka
He laughed and slapped me in the face I'm a light bright I know this shot finna show as I was getting finna slap him back he grabbed my hand and the other one and pushed me against the wall I already know
Tears started rushing down my face
He picked me up and sat me down in the tub part and opened my legs
"No I don't want it" I said tryna get outta his grip and close my legs he's to strong
He punched me in my shit and by my shit I mean my eye dam. I guess that's his way of telling me stfu
He placed hickeys on my neck while I was crying begging him to stop then he inserted him self into me
I went numb at this point just tears falling down me asking myself why? Just wanting to die and hearing him make comments like "i love you little princess" or "that nigga Mikey can't do me like I do you that's why I put a cap in his body and he died" after I heard that I completely blacked out wtf he died the tears keep on coming he kept on hitting me but it ain't hurt I honestly can't fill it I feel numb I feel hurt
After he was done he came all over my stomach and face and left I sat there for a second and then seen some paper and a pen and I wrote on there
sky I want u to know you was like a sister I never had you make me the happiest person ever couldn't imagine life y/o u I love you girl you've grown me as a person your my other half . Jordan , you've brought me up so many was in life I wouldn't know how to thank you or where to even begin where to start to thank you I know you've had it shaky for some time and you always been strong thru it all I I wish I could be as strong ass you , kayden we fr been thru it all since brith ur my twin ur like a father figure to me even tho we have a father in our life kinda you've always been like that to me remember you used to tell me when we were younger you'll kill any mister that messy with me so I could sleep in my own room and get out of urs I laughed to myself thinking about it, kaydrian my little brother the reason I go so hard on you is because I don't want you to be like me you are such a bright young man you could do sum in life and be big I believe in you always even tho ur a pain in the ass I've loved you since mom fist told me about you I was so happy and thank you for letting me be your older sister I've had a great run don't let these females use you love you bud, Marvin we haven't know each other for along time like that but you've alr got a place in my heart ur like a lil bro to me always be there for your fam they need you, bronny lolz you know i love you a lot even tho we have a funny way of showing it to right by sky I'm depending on you to stay by her side she's gonna have mood swings etc have funny was of showing her love but just know she's in love with you and thinks ur the 1 and so do I, Mikey I heard you where dead lolz your prob are idk but just know I've imagined a whole life with you and lemme kinda tell u a small piece of it you would go to the nba and my modeling career would take of crazy even more but we would go to college I would get prego and we'll have 2 kids a boy his name would be Ma'ki and a girl her name would be ma'liyah and bronny and sky would have like 3-4 kids B3 , sariah, blaze and storm we would live next door to each other and have a happy life but to bad we don't get to have nun of dat and also we would be the cool parents fasho and duh we gonna get married and shit but to bad we don't get that it's prob cuz we black I'll see u ina nother life time bud cuz ik u went to heaven if ur dead and if ur not Ik ur still getting in, Mom I saved you last cuz it hurts me the most when I think about u cuz I know I've let u down I'm prob not the daughter you want I wish I could do better wish I was better for you your the best mother I could ever think of I wanna thank you for always being here for me when I had my first period my first heart break my first happy moments my first steps my first breathes my first laugh my first cry your my Rock and I look up to you I wish I court be half the women you are but I just couldn't and I'm sorry for dat be there for my brothers and everyone around I know you got them and me 5L any moments I've had with you are priceless and I wouldn't trade not 1 in for anything in the world.
Ps- y'all I seen and meet LaMelo muthafucking ball he so dam fine in person I was finna act up Mikey lucking he was there cuz Chile don't tell him how I was crushing on him tho melo don't needa know all dat I thought we was in love bla bla bla bla bla lolz and tell dj I said that's why his momma dead haha dead as a coca roach and what she wearing in her casket lolz and yall all stayed blessed.
It's see ya 4 now but I love y'all 5L we had a good run
love kari
After I was done with that I got his nasty ass cum off me ran the bath water up to the top and I got the the razor out of the shaver in there and I started cutting on some Hannah baker type beat lolz I felt myself bleed out and this was rlly end then I blacked out.
Y'all I alr got the other 2 chapters wrote so vote mf comment if y'all what the next 1....
