Sorry this is all ._.

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Killua

Its May 4th i'm just relaxing on the floor reading a comic that I found just lying around in my bookcase, and Gon its just sitting on the other side of the table holding a pencil drawing something. Gon starts to look at me in a weird way I was confused at first I decided to look at him back then it hit me I remembered I told him I was going to tell something later, then I see gon open his mouth and start to ask me something.

"So,... What was the thing you were going to tell me about?"

I looked at him then looked away for a second before closing my eyes and sighing. I shut my book slowly then I opened my mouth and started talking back.

"Okay.. So,"

"There's this girl I met a Year ago or something."

"We would hang out and talk sometimes."

"But recently we've kinda.. drifted"

"But yesterday night she asked me out."

"Wh-" Gon muttered to himself

"I don't actually like her romantically at all.."

"But guess who was to scared too hurt her feelings and say no"

"I felt so bad since she's really happy about it and seems really into it."

I grabbed my mug of hot choco and took the spoon out and put the mug against my face and said causiously.

"Imma go on a couple dates I guess and if I still don't like her in a week i'll tell her."

I looked at Gon he looked surprised at first but he calmed and said in a soothing and happy voice.

"Sounds like a good plan! And its okay, you were probably just caring for her so you couldn't say no."

I started to freak out about after he said that and my hands started to shake with my mug in them.

"Congrats on getting a girlfriend though! But. What about your crush?"

Gon

I feel a bit weird after he said that I felt kinda.. sad I was actually planning on confessing before this happened.

"I told my crush."

mhm is all I could get out of my mouth at that time. I also saw killua blushing just a bit as he looked away at the floor like he's trying to avoid eye contact with me. Then he started to speak.

"....And now he probably thinks i'm not into him because I have a girlfriend."

Killua

I started to get a bit scared thinking that he (Gon) would know that Im talking about him I had nothing to grab my fear onto so I decided to squese my trousers it was the first thing I had thought of though.

"..Well, im sure things will work out depending on weather you'll start to like this girl."Gon said trying not to relieve any sad or worried emotion . I could tell by the tone in his voice.

"I don't think so." kiIlua said while staring at the ground.

"She's really funny and nice." (Gon) I could tell by the tone in his voice he was sad.

"...But I cant really bring myself to like her."

the room fell silent for a couple seconds before anyone decided to actually talk.

"That's understandable but good luck anyways!"

Gon

I got so sad I gripped my arm with my other free hand and started digging my nails into my pure skin without even reliseing it started to bleed a little bit.

What am I thinking what am I doing I didn't prepare for this. Help- im so sorry Killua!!! And it's really terrible and mean and selfish of me to do this but I cant find another time to say it but.. I inhaled while hearing my heartbeat thump before I said...

"I LIKE YOU TOO!!!"

Killua froze still as ever the room imediantly fell completely silent after I said that I had already looked away from Killua at this point. Killua's face turned bright red still hasent moved I had then just suddenly realised what I said to Killua "I like you too.."

"Ah shit" I mumbled to myself.

Before I had even realised it I shouted out to Killua,

"AH, you can definitely reject me im so sorry to burden you with more stuff even though you already dealing with so much- Im so sorry!! Im really satisfied just being your friend I-"

He cut me off before I could finish. He put his hand on his mouth and silently said but for me to hear it,..

"The felling is mutual." He said still with a cute bright red face.

"Wait really!!!! Omg ilysm (I love you so much)!!!

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