Sorry if some chapters seem rushed, I'm camping and I have like 10 minutes tu publish things before the wifi runs out.
Anyways please imagine we live in world free of covid so this makes sense 👉👈
BROOKE'S POV
My hand was flipping the channels with the remote and my eyes were glued to the tv, no matter of how much I turned the volume up I could still feel vannesa's thumping across the apartment and hear her rambling as I assumed she searched for all of her stuff, my sympathy kicks in and I decide to talk to her.
" honey calm down please, you know it doesn't have to be like this " she comes out of the kitchen with her coat in hand and looks me with an angry passion.
" bitch why are you calling me honey? your blonde ass basically kicked me out of the house" she shouts , I sigh and turn the tv off.
" no Jose, thats not what I said " I turned to her calmly " I just commented that we're maybe moving to fast, but it looks like we're not on the same page "
" well it sounds the same to me hoe! " she dismisses " I've been feeling really strong feelings towards you for the past few months since the show and now it seems like you don't give a fuck if I stay, I don't wanna feel unsure with love Brooke " her voice got all emotional.
" I like you too van, but i don't understand what you want out of me " I try to explain " we get along, we have fun in bed and people like us together" her face changes to confusion.
" hun I don't care about people!! " she grabs her hair in frustration, I raise my eyebrow still clueless about her feelings.
" Brooke " she looks at me directly " say you'll stay with me forever " she asks with expectante, desperation even.
" I- well I don't know baby, things happen and we have our whole lives before us " I approach her, uselessly trying to convince her " think about your career, maybe you'll want me out of the way too " I retract my words, immediately understanding how I misspoke and bitting my lip. I expected the worst.
That's the moment I saw Vanessa broke, she didn't scream or yell at me, her expressive eyes seemed lifeless. She moved away from my grip and metaphorically our relationship, I kept trying to appeal to her but my words had no meaning, it was over.
I watched her stare at me one last time before she slammed the door in my face, I thought about going after her but I realized there was no way to change her made up mind, so I just sat in the couch again feeling defeated.
I didn't know Vanessa enough then to understand how I hurt her. we rushed into a relationship so I didn't get her as I do now.
Eventually I found the way to warm up to her after the reunion, even though she'd always give the cold shoulder.
We chatted more often, joked about getting back together even tho I knew that was never gonna happen, the hurt was still there. That was always clear.
And just how I predicted both of our careers took off and i felt relieved to be single, and I thought Vanessa was too. I was a nonstop work machine who longed for success and that's what I got, Canada's drag race happened and suddenly I was the rupaul of the north.
Vanjie was even more loved as I always knew she would be.
There was just something about Vanessa.
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