diary || wenseul.

eight.

dear diary,

it hasn't been long but seulgi confirmed that we're dating without even telling me. how am i suppose to feel about this? i don't think i like her like that or do i? i've never actually thought about it. i mean, she's like really pretty, cute and she's an amazing singer and dancer but.. i don't know.

i don't know if i can pretend to be her girlfriend. does that mean she likes me? it feels wrong if i pretend, it's not real. does she think i like her? wait, how am i supposed to know that? should i ask her? no, i shouldn't. no, i'm too scared to ask her, i'm afraid to hear her answer.

they told her to prove it so she pulled me close, kissing me and uh, i kissed back? it was nice, i liked it, she's a good kisser. yet that didn't make her stop, basically, we made out for a few short minutes, she even stuck her tongue inside my mouth which felt kinda odd but i liked it. therefore, everyone was stunned because they didn't think that would happen.

oh my god, i'm stupid. i'm not straight and I LIKE SEULGI. ugh, i like everything about her, she's just so perfect. does that mean i'm bi? do i tell my parents? i'm sure they'll be okay with it though. do i tell seulgi that i like her? okay, i will.

-wandy.