Rant/Vent Book....

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Status: Nervous and anxious (not like it's anything new but like still.

Update y'all later if anything happens.

Goal of the day: make her smile or laugh and have at least a small conversation.

Also, she had dyed hair and it faded and it's still really prettyyy

But I was standing right next to her (totally not listening to her conversation to see what she likes) and was texting my friends about her (without saying her name but using my crush and she knows I like her so eep)

Also I have a photo of her (don't ask why) and if she sees the photo while I'm scrolling through my phone it will most likely creep her out.

I'm aware I'm a bit creepy at the same time I don't know how to handle this. I liked her while I was dating my ex (my ex liked someone too and they were kinda toxic so we should have broken up sooner than we did)

And my feelings for my ex are faded and were very forced but this feels real and the thought of her makes me happy.

I'm aware I'm getting my hopes up but isn't this a sign? I'm a sucker for that kind of stuff and I still want to keep a little hope.