Finally...

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Souls Pov:

Well... I stopped. My thoughts vanished. Everything went bye bye... But in the end it all came back.

Me. It was me. I was asking out the cutest flat chested girl I've ever seen...

"Maka.. Will you go out with me...." My voice trailed in the end. No, my me went meeeeeeee.... Gosh dangfligerts... Yea. I said dangfligerts. It sounded horrid. But what she said startled me.

"Soul.. Your feelings for me. Well I can't return them..." She said. I didn't even let her finish before I shrieked. "I did all that for nothing? Embarrassing myself?"

"Soul let me finish.. Please!"

She pleaded, but I couldn't listen to her. And maka just ran off crying. I should be the one crying. Not her. So why is she crying. Everyone's staring at me in disappointment. I don't even know what I did.

~4 Hours later.~

I walked inside to see maka sleeping on the couch. Her journal sprawled out on her stomach. She looked so cute when she slept. But she had been crying. Her eyes puffy and red, her face stained with her clear tears of pain.. I thought at last minute to grab her journal and read it.

I grabbed her journal filled with clear drops of tears. And when I read it. I cried. I've never cried. This is the first time in forever...

Dear journal,
I feel so bad. The way I put the words I said. I didn't put it right. It's not like I don't have feelings for soul! It's just. What I was trying to say was.
"Soul... I'm sorry I can not return your feelings, I love you so much. I have ,ugh more feelings for you."
But I guess I would have done the same if I heard that. But I wished he would have listened. I feel empty now. I think he hates me, and I feel like I have nothing to live for. He was my all.

~ Maka Albarn.

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EXTRA LONG CHAPPY! BUT IM MAD BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE WATCHING AMERICAN HORROR STORY WITH OUT MEEEEEEE!
😭 NUUUUUU
Anyways. I say this like a lot of chappys but... I need some book ideas to write.
;3 don't worry. I'll give YA credit if I use your idea.
~Lizzieyy
Extra y's at the end.. XD

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