Promise

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"London, how could you hurt me like that? I can't breathe anymore. London I fell for you the day I first saw you. But I never ever knew it was love. Namjoon Hyung asked some time to answer your proposal because he could see that I not only like you but Love you. I thanked him everytime I could for leaving you for me, but I never imagined that he would be the one to take you away from me. London, I'm a coward, an emotional fool, you have every right to leave me, but I never expected you to break my heart. I was raised in a family of gangsters. I lived with my granparents so that I don't have to deal with the violence. I loved my parents more than anything. Afyer I met you, I was scared that you would be scared of me if you get to know who I am. I used to always be timid because of that. And after a year I met you, my parents' rival gang coldly murdered them. You remember our last night together? That night they had sent me the pictures of my dead parents. I didn't know what to do. I only knew that they would target my loved ones to get to me. So I decided to run away from you, I decided to take the danger stuck on me like a leech with me and run. Run far away keeping your safety in mind. But I also swore that I would determine that the crown of power shall rest on my head, so that I can finally reunite with you. I didn't want you to experience anything I did. But what you did was lie to me! London it's killing me! It's killing me! You are killing me! There's a stinging pain in my heart, my heart feels as if it is way too lazy to pound!" He was sobbing, howling. I felt so disgusted at myself. I never wanted to be the reason for his tears. But I somehow did. I can't be the reason for his broken heart anymore. What I did was wrong, and Taehyung never deserves a liar as his partner.
-------------Taehyung's POV---------------
I wokeup when the morning sunlight hit my eyes. I flinched. The sunlight was way too much. I sat up with a terrible headache. My head felt as if it was made of lead. I kicked the pillows of the bed and rested my head on my hand. I tried to remember what exactly did I do the last night. But the only thing I remember was my bitter moments with London. My eyes started to burn, my veins again filled with a raging fire. She has right to date anyone, but does that give her the right to cheat? She has the right to give her heart to anyone, but does that allow her to break my heart? I remembered her eyes, her tears. The thought that I pushed her away, making her fall on the ground made it even worse. I don't know what non sensual chaos I had created after getting drunk yet. That liquor was heavy. The phone's ringtone burnt like acid in my ears. I picked it up, disturbed of myself,
"Who the hell is this!"
I screamed at the person who had called.
"You asshole! You babo! I will..." the call hung up halfways, leaving me in wonder about what the feminine voice from other side would do to me. I called back but it was switched off. Why do I even care? I threw my phone away and got back to my feet. I glanced at the clock. 1:58 pm. Fair enough.
##########Time Skip##########
It's been days since I found out about London lying to me. It was my birthday today, but it was all pointless to me. She had left me, maybe for her good. I should be happy for her right? But I couldn't! I felt a strange pain, a strange suffocation. Is this what they call heartbreak? She didn't even bother to inform me. I smiled melancholicly. She promised me she would be my friend even if we tear apart. Guess she lied about that as well. My doorbell rang and my frustation grew. Recently everything feels so disturbing. Guess she was a slow poison after all.
"Who the fuck?" I barked at the person in front of me without even looking at them properly.
"Did you really do that to her? Are you that dumb? Did you really hurt her like that? I demand answers Kim Taehyung!" I rose my head as the tall figure pushed me inside. He clenched his jaws together. His veins were popping up and his eyes were the pit to heaven. Kim Namjoon. I couldn't hold it back anymore, I literally jumped on him,
"You fucking bastard! You took my everything from  me! Why the heck are you here? To rub salt on my wounds? I'm gonna freaking kill you!" I punched him. And soon we both were struggling to get up from the floor. Namjoon screamed,
"You asshole! How the fuck can you hurt her so much on the merit of just one fucking text? You have no right to demand her love! You couldn't even trust her!"
"I did trust her! But she broke it!"
We were both about to take each other's lives when the others appeared. Jungkook separated me from Namjoon and Jin held Namjoon as far away as possible. Namjoon still yelled at me,
"Kook! Ask him, did he let her explain the darn situation?"
"Quit the protective boyfriend act will ya? I know you are a player! Or else you wouldn't have snatched my doll away from me!"
I screamed as frustration and anger made its way through my eyes in form of tears. Namjoon sarcastically smiled,
"As if you were good enough for her! Did you try to call her for once since she left? You are a god damn fucking mafia! What if she was abducted by rivals? What if she is not safe?"
Reality hit me bad. Namjoon is right. What if she is abducted or something? Is she safe? Why am I so reckless? My vision was getting blurrier.