Mac 'n' cheese

September

it was 11th of September, or maybe 10th.( You know better, you always did. You always knew every single detail about everything.)

A new student in our class: ''pathetic'' I thought. I had more important things in my life at that time. I had no time to worry about the new kid. I was still with my ex, trying to find a good reason to break up with her. 

Dilectio knew what to do. He knew that I always want everything for myself. I never let anything for anyone else. My best friend saw your anime profile picture. she knew you were special, i thought it was cringe. She texted you, I thought my time was too precious for that. ''I don't want my best friend to get the new kid''~ I only knew about your existence for 10 minutes and i already wanted you all for me. Was I selfish? of course. I wouldn't be me if i weren't selfish. Before we got together, my heart was a stone and i had no soul. You made me the best version of myself.

I texted you too. ''vulnerable'' was the word i would've described you with at that time. Little did i knew that in the future you'll prove me that you're strong and powerful. My respect for you grew more and more everyday until i became a servant to your kingdom. I always say ''you have no rights'' but deep inside i know that i feel inferior to your confidence. We joke that you're the Misa to my Light, but i know that i'm just an ant compared to a god.

We started calling and when you asked me if i'm in a relationship, I instantly said no. You were the reason to break up with her. Even if we weren't together yet, i knew it was worth it.