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I wish there was a daisy emoji 🌻
hipster please ∞
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Hailey's POVNatalie hasn't been acting like herself since Cam died. Hasn't talked much, hasn't eaten and she barely leaves her house. I'm worried about her.
After the mall yesterday, none of us girls ha stalked to each other much. I was in my room with Aaron.
"So, wanna watch a movie?" Aaron asked playing with my hair. I nodded and he popped in Jaws.
"Jaws?" I asked confused. Aaron hated jaws.
"Yeah. You love this movie right?"
"Yeah.. But you don't." I said leaned into him.
"Whatever makes you happy." He said kissing my cheek. We say in silence watching Jaws. When it was over I looked at my phone.6:34.
"Aaron. What are you doing tonight?" I asked him.
"Spending time with a beautiful girl."
He said smiling."Aww your sweet. Stay the night." I said. He nodded.
"I might have to go out at some point though." I said. He nodded.
"Okay fine with me." I kissed his lips. He kissed back and it eventually turned into a make out session. Aaron was adorable and sweet. I don't know why I ever thought of leaving him.
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I opened my eyes and saw that I was in Aaron's arms. I must've feel asleep after our little fun.I looked at my phone and saw that it was 3:54. I slowly for out of bed, careful not to wake Aaron and I slipped on a pair of my Adidas sandals. I had Jean cut offs and Aaron's sweatshirt. I walked out to the kitchen and grabbed my keys off the key tree.
I ward out to my car and drove to Starbucks. Nothing like an early morning frappé. I drive for about twenty minutes and pulled I tot he parking lot which was almost completely empty. I walked in and ordered. The girl handed me my frappé and I walked back out to my car. I sat there for a minute thinking about if I should go over. I pulled out of the parking lot and took a left, the opposite direction of my house.
Natalies POV
I woke up hot and sweaty. I looked to my left and saw Cameron's shirt. I've been sleeping with it since he... Left. I've been feeling really down lately.
I swung my legs out of bed and walked to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and grabbed a water bottle. Water. That's all I need. I gulped he water down in a minute, taking another one out and drinking that down too.
I looked at the kitchen, medium sized, quant. My mother was sleeping and my father was away on a business trip. I spotted one of my mothers loose piece of peri cord in the dining room. I walked over and grabbed it. It's was about 3 inches long. I waked disappointed to my room and sat on the foot of my bed. I looked for something I could use. A belt. I grabbed my belt from its hook and walked over to my closet. I made a loop and hung it on the bar in my closet. I slowly put my head through the loop.
"Cameron. I kiss you so much. I want to be with you again. I need you." I said as I lifted one foot, then the other off the ground. I felt the belt constrict on my neck and it was hard to breathe. I cold back out. No Id go through with it. I love cameron and I want to be with him. I tried to take a gasp of air and failed. Just before my vision went out, someone walked in my room.
"Natalie!" They yelled. I didn't get to see who it was because everything went black.
"What happened?"
"I came in and she was hanging herself."
"Oh my god. My poor baby." I heard. I couldn't see and I could barely hear. My neck was constricted but it was difficult to breath.
"911?" Was the last thing I heard before all my senses went off.
I walked through a long hallway. I don't even know what I was doing. I turned a corner and there was a sign.
Natalie Wilson.
Room 1215
I walked down the hall looking at the numbers. 1212, 1213, 1214, 1215! I opened the door that had my name on it. Inside was an average sized apartment. There were pictures of my friends, my family and things that I liked. This was so cool.
"Welcome Natalie." A ladies voice said.
"Enjoying your room?" She asked. I nodded and she told me that if I needed anything, her name was Callie.
I walked into my room and it looked just like my room at home. Cameron's shirt was sitting on the bed.
"Callie? Where am I?" I asked holding the shirt close to me.
"Your in Heaven." She said. I nodded. Heaven. So cameron was here somewhere.
"What room is Cameron Dallas in?" I asked throwing the shirt to my bed.
"Dallas.... Room 1187." She said.
"Thanks". Is aid walking out the door and down halls TIL I got to cams room. I knocked on the door and he answered.
"Hi Natalie." He said hugging me. I smiled.
"Hey Cam." I said kissing his cheek. I flaked to him for hours. I was so happy. Much happier than on Earth. I smiled. This was great. I got what I wanted. My wish to see Cameron. My favorite person in the world, is with me.
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Hey guys,
I am very sorry that this is a short chapter. I feel bad because the next chapter is the last. Please don't hate me.
If you are confused, the italic writing in Natalie's POV isn't life. It is her soul in heaven.
Some people don't believe in Heaven or God, but I do. Although I am not very religious nor do I go to church, like ever 🙌
I don't have anything against those people. I respect those life decisions.
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Replaced --------> Friday, February 6th, sometime after 8
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