HIIIIII so this is just a ff ok not in the anime/manga just something is make you cry :) hope you enjoy
It's a sunny morning, a slight bit windy but just the right temperature. Levi walks outside and feels the warm sun on his face. He smiles but it quickly fades when he hears Hange coming outside. " Its wayyy to early are you sure we can't sleep in?" Levi scoffs and pats her head. He walks to Hq waving and trying to ignore as many people as possible. When he gets there he walks into a side room to make tea. Erwin is already there and says goodmorning. ' Goodmorning, ug- dang it " What's wrong?" Ewrin looks over to see Levi struggling to get a teacup. He laughs and Levi grunts. Ewrin grabs the cup and gives it to Levi. " Thank you" " No problem... uh Levi?" " Yeah?" N-nevermind" Levi drinks his tea, rinses the dish and leaves to do other business. Ewrin stays behind for a minute. *Maybe I should have said it,*he thinks to himself. *I'll tell him later, when the time is right* Ewrin gets up and leaves.
Now it's about 3pm in the afternoon, Ewrin has just finished talking to Eren and Hange about an upcoming mission. " We need to do it soon, since we don't know much about his power we don't want to overdo it" Hange and Eren nodded. Levi, who was taking care of his horse gets called by Ewrin to come to his office. Naturally he goes and asks him what he wants. " Um levi how do you feel about the upcoming mission?" " I think you planned well, like always." " Yea but can i have your opinion on how you would plan it?'" Levi goes on to tell while thinking about how much time he's spending with Ewrin, not that he doesn't like it but... he kinda does.
The day of the mission is finally here and the scouts head out of horseback. Before that Ewrin and Levi take time to talk. " So levi are you ready?" "Yeah we've been on countless missions this is nothing different." " Yea duh... um Levi i wanted to say-" Hange interrupted him " HEYYYYYY how long are we gonna wait on you twooooo?" " Coming abnormal" Levi pushes her out the doorway. Before he leaves he asks Erwin to tell him later. Ewrin follows them out mentally punching himself *jesus all i wanted to say was i love you* He thinks.
They met many titans on the way but it wasn't bad until. A horde of abnormals run in the same direction. They try to dodge but it's too much. Levi couldn't take em all out * Damn it why so many, why NOW* He thinks but Ewrin's still pushing forward. Levi rides faster to tell him we should turn back but at the same time a titan snatches him up. "EWRIN" Levi launches himself in the air, slashes the titan nape and hurries to catch him. Ewrin feels like he is falling in slow motion because he could see the tears dripping off his face. Ewrin could tell he tried to hide it but he couldn't. After Levi catches him, lays him on the ground, " God MEDIC NOW!!" he screams but his voice was getting quieter by the second. Hange zipped over and cover her mouth. The tears fell down her face and she asked " Is that really him really Erwin? '' Levi didn't answer but Ewrin did. " h-hey hange... and levi " Levi face lit up but quickly dies back down " Ewrin just stay with us they're coming i promise." " It's okay Levi all i wanted to do was i love you..." Levi saw the life slowly leaving his eyes and said quietly " i-i loved you too but why didn't you say you love me?" " i have no ide-"
Hange said so silently it was basically unhearable " he gone he really gone" she sobbed. Levi just got up and launched a reach smoke signal and got on his horse. The entire time back he kept thinking, * why dint he say i love why why why why why" strolled down his face but he hid it well. He decided that he would tell everyone he loved him.
