Music Can Kill (Slow Update)

Shu

Ugh mornings.........Not like I'm not an early bird,but still.........A person deserves sleep.And,thanks to what Valt said yesterday before going to bed,I didn't get enough sleep last night,and don't want to wake up anymore now.I just want to retire to the world of dreams.

~Flashback~

'Hey Shu,can we talk for a bit?I need to tell you something important,' Valt came to the kitchen and said.I was washing dishes at that time.I could tell what he wanted to say.So I didn't pay that much attention to him.

'I know what you want to say Valt.So please don't go wasting your time on it again.We've talked about this,' I said while continuing to wash the dishes.

'Yes,but I've something more to add.It's really important.It might change your mind about (Y/N),' he said.I knew it.

'There's nothing to add,' I said bluntly.

'Shu please,just hear me out once,' he pleaded.This side of Valt is kind of irresistible.So I had to listen to his nonsense again.

'When I went out of the house yesterday to some café I don't remember the name of,I met (Y/N)'s friend (F/N).She said that it was one of their friends,who's a fangirl of you,sent (Y/N) to meet as she was too afraid to do it herself.(Y/N) doesn't care about you Shu.That friend of theirs somehow got to know we'll be coming here and where we'll be staying,and she sent (Y/N).So please drop the idea that she lied,' he explained.After hearing this explanation of his,I was taken a little aback.

My heart and mind were now in between a war of believing and not believing Valt.But I don't think Valt will lie to me of all people.He's not that much good at lying anyway.But he also believes people quite easily.

I explained to Valt that this 'friend' of (Y/N) could be lying as well.He didn't believe me.I could see a small frown appear on his face.Wait,does he like this (F/N) girl or something.........?

Not wanting to go deeper now,I faked a smile and told him that I believed him and (Y/N).He looked at me with twinkling eyes and said about a hundred 'Thank you's.I patted his head like a puppy (I mean he does look like a cute baby puppy to me when he's acting cute......) and told him to go and sleep now as it was getting late.After that I finished washing the dishes and went to my room.

Then I tried to sleep,but couldn't get any.I soon realized that whatever Valt had said about (Y/N) was going on in my mind.And this isn't letting me sleep.'Great,' I thought.

~End of flashback~

No matter how much I tried to get some sleep,I couldn't.That flashback still is going on in my mind.But,the weird thing is,I'm not thinking about whether (Y/N) had lied or not,I'm thinking about (Y/N).Everything about her.How she sounded,how she looked,even her smile!Even that stupid behavioral thing she had said about how people behaved rudely with her.Do I.........???

I can't fall in love with her!That's the last thing I want.I don't want to be involved in such troublesome situations.But.........having her as my girlfriend might not be such a bad idea afterall.........What am I thinking?!!

When I was going through this dilemma,Valt came into my room.I was looking like I'd murdered someone and was worried after as fuck.Valt noticed this and came and sat on the side of my bed.Well,finding a friend like Valt is one in a billion.

'Hey Shu.Had a nightmare?' he asked humbly.This guy.........You got to love him.

'Yes,nightmare.Well,no.I was thinking about what you said about (Y/N) yesterday.And............' I broke off.I couldn't continue.Not like I didn't want to tell Valt about my newly found so-called 'crush' (Y/N),I just don't want to make it known yet when I'm not sure about it myself.