Soul:Him

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In.

A light goes down.

This feeling's soothing.

We.

Ignore me.

I will live forever.

The light is blinding

and I just can't understand

why my hands

just can't hold on.

I don't want to go on.

In.

He grips me even tighter.

In.

He's home.

That's what he thinks.

That's what I allow him say

and he's destroying me I swear.

I let him.

Guilty.

I can't believe this is happening again.

I feel giddy and drunk on a bad life

where I wait for him to spark the fire in my heart

and hold my hands again and waltz with me.

He dances so gracefully.

We dance on the floor

to the table to the chair

to the stairs to the floor

to the door to the bed.

To the bathroom.

It's a sword fight.

A duet.

Such a fuss.

he'll die at my hands like before.

Out.

In,

He holds my throat

choking me;

telling me it's

nothing but

everything

yet still everything

but nothing.

I see nothing.

He's mad but he smiles.

I'm mad and I smile.

He.

Me.

US. are. mad.

He got me I swear.

I didn't mean to be got.

Taken away.

Whiskey-ed away.

Whisked away.

Cheers!

Cheers!

Cheer

No!

yes

IN

dance

Up

down

Out

Wait

My head bobs and my

head hurts like crazy and she's

such a whiny little...

Out.

Screaming won't stop him.

She's so so so jealous.

Don't want me here or

there so he hurts me

again and again and again and

disheartening he is!

Out.

Waiting for an explanation

to why he hates me.

O! This thing is so weak.

So weak and that's why

he steers it.

So stupid.

out!

I don't understand!

Stupid Stupid!

I don't need him.

I need him

to baileys me out-

bail me out.

He doesn't hurt.

Wait

Out.

Done. I'm done. I am drained.

He brought me to my knees.

Won.

but he's still here

at the base of that toilet

lying.

That liar lays awake

not sleeping but waiting.

Gloating

Genie in a lamp

I Wish...

reeeeeach

but pain.

Oww

Out again.

Shiver

I'm shivering

I can't

No.

In.

In.

In.

In.

In.

rebuke him

embrace him

I know

I know

he's there for me

Where he is I am

us are.

Black and white

with him

with me

he'll be the death of me

Shut up.

don't worry about me

I will live forever.

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