I hate you sugawara Koushi

Think

You had a normal family with a sprinkle of toxicity. You had 2 parents who ✨loved✨ each other but would occasionally get into this very very loud fights(a/n the story of my life🤪)

So this time your parents were arguing about a check your dad dad lost or whatever you weren't sure at this point but all you knew was your parents were having a screaming match and your music wouldn't drown it out sooo you quickly walked out of your house to go on a quick "walk"or whatever.

(You know just Yn things 🤪)
(But seriously...I did this yesterday just love crying I don't know what to say)

Alright so as you were walking you know just plain out crying while listening to your sad boi vibes play list trying to ignore your family issues or whatever.

This happened too much.....

But it's fine

We are Gucci

Just plain old Yn 

Rude

Stubborn

Yn....

So maybe you did take out your parents constant fighting on other people

*cough* *cough* the literal angel named sugawara koushi.

But just because you have issues doesn't change shit

You knew you were a bitch you knew you were rude to him for no reason you knew your behavior sucked so why did you continue?

That's a question you asked yourself

In this walk you did lots and lots of thinking

And you concluded you sucked

You had yet another reason to hate yourself

And another fight suga had won

He was a better person than you

Selfless

Kind

Caring

Would give anything for another teammate

I mean.....shit he gave up his position as setter WILLINGLY for the team.

He was better at you in every possible way

And you hated that

You hated that you couldn't be like that

But what were you supposed to do?

As your tears were running down your cheeks you felt someone's presence.

Someone was behind you.

You turned around to see the one person you hated most sugawara koushi.

"Y-"

"ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME"

"No"

"Then why in the fucks have you been behind me this whole ass time"

"Well I didn't know it was you i just saw a girl and maintained my distance so she would feel safe I didn't think she was you..."

"Oh..."

"....what's wrong"

"PFFT what's wrong nothings wrong I'm...I'm all good"

"But you were crying"

"No I wasn't"

"Yes yo- ugh whatever it's non of your fucking business anyways is it?"

"It was non of your fucking business back in the locker room was it? You still helped."

"That's cuz you're weak now leave me the fuck alone"

As you continued walking suga continued bothering you cuz his selfless human nature wouldn't let him leave you alone

"It's the pushing people away for me"

"I'm not doing this right now"

"It's the cat bento for me"

You let out a grunt

"It's the getting replaced by a under class man for me"

"It's the giving up for me"

"It's the gray head and only being a high schooler for me"

"It's the weird obsession with me for me"

"I-I don't have a weird obsession with you, you just get on my nerves"

"And why is that"

"Be- YOU KNOW WHAT IM NOT DOING THIS SHIT BITCH IM CRYING AND YOU DONT EVEN CARES"

"Well you pushed me away"

"DID NOT"

"DID TOO"

"DID NOT"

"DI-"

"FUCK OFF

Short chapter I know I'm sorry this is literally just a filler I was busy this week with school 🤮 sooo yeah I hate this chapter but we shall not talk about that