I hate you sugawara Koushi

love

the college dorm was bland only with a few pictures of a girl with h/c and a guy with gray hair. On the bedroom floor sat the same people with puzzled pieces scattered around  

"Hey ko"

"yeah"

"do you believe in your 'perfect fit?'"

"what do you mean?"

"well...you know like this puzzle pieces they where literally manufactured to fit perfectly with one another ya know even if they dont like it they're.....made for each other, do you believe us humans have a 'perfect fit"

"i guess not why are you asking"

"just wanted to see where you stood in the line of hopeless romantics an people who can actually get a grip"

"can you get a grip?"

"youve known me since the first grade when have I been able to get a grip?"

"well its not like you talked to me"

"What ever"

"no but like actually...you believe in that stuff?"

"well think of it this way...we are put in this society where there are so so so many possibility's from a young age we are told that we can be whoever we wanted to be if we worked hard enough, the truth is you have to be a certain race, gender, and have a certain economical status to be who ever you want to be. We are put into a system where our value is graded based on whether we pass the certain test they make, if we dont you are marked as failure. Once you get out of that you are supposed to go to university which is technically the same thing but you end up drowning in dept. You are the immediately supposed to work in a 9 to 5 job and settle down get married ya da ya da ya da. You then retire and die......in a system like that it'll be foolish to think that theirs someone waiting for you, your 'perfect fit' , but humans are foolish, humans live off fiction, a fantasy world from a young age we are fed with the idea of a perfect love story. In my opinion it makes life more....fun, it gives life a value. Knowing the system we live in I dont believe I can 'change the world' and I wont necessarily be who I wanted to be when I was 5 so I dont really have a purpose....but thinking that there is someone out there for me, waiting for me, my 'perfect fit' gives me a purpose, it gives me hope that im here for a reason and im not just a waste of space. So no I dont believe everyone has a 'perfect fit' I hope."

".....hey y/n'

"yeah"

"who ever is your perfect fit......is extremely lucky"

"yeah....you too."

the duo looked at eachother while holding each others hand and smiling fond-"

"HEY HEY HEY LOOK SHES SLEEPING!" 

"bokuto-san youre going to wake her"

"oh sorry its just she looks so CUTE!"

"mhhh whats going on?"

"you fell asleep while helping us practice" the blue eyed setter answered matter afactly

"oh really....waiiiiiit"

y/ns pov

that.....that was a dream.

I DREAMED ABOUT

I DREAMED ABOUT WHAT NOW

OH MY GOD

when did I

when did I 

when in the actual 

omg 

*cough* when did I start thinking stupid sappy things like that and why.....

its almost like

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 NOPE

NO NO NO NO NO 

MY BRAIN MY MIND GOT CONFUSLED 

.....yeah

it was thinking about semi and thought suga.....wait I used ko

ko=koushi.....

NO 

BOKUTO HE, HIS FIRST NAME IS KOUTAROU 

yeah....

and he had gray hair....

but I didnt know him in first grade

my mind got confused

I dont even like bokuto I like akaashi right?

RIGHT?

I dont even know anymore...

oh wait yeah akaashi and bokuto are staring 

at me weirdly let me just show emotion

"so whats up" I said while turning to akaashi.

"The training camp....youre a manager y/n you got to do your job"

"ohhhh right haha alright"

and then I walked away to find my team

alexa play mrs magic I just need some time to think....

WOAH

anyways..