SweetHeart1: Forever Yours (HIATUS)

My Forever Yours: Kirsa, Sandra and I

CHAPTER 2- (A)

" Good morning mommy, good morning daddy! " and I kiss their cheeks.

" Good morning too pricess" they both replied. wala nga pala si Sandra, dahil busy narin ito sa school, graduating narin kasi sya. She's 2yrs.older than me, pero hindi sya nakapag-aral kaagad,I think it has something to do with her parents aand her adoption.

" I need to go to school napo, I will be late already”

 

" Eat your breakfast first princess" mom said

" No need mom, I told yaya melly na ipagbaon nlng po ko ng sandwiches" I explain

" Is that so?,well, ok, just make sure to eat them hmm?, take care anak"

" Opo, I love you both, bye!"

" We love you too" they answer in chorus.

I really love my parents!. yes, that’s the reason why I am willing to give up my own dream, fashion designing,and study business management instead, well, its not bad,pero iba parin pag gusto mo talaga.

I hop in my car and drive to school.

While driving

Flashes of the past play in my mind..

After that night of revelation, I try to be more good daughter to my parents and act normal, and also a sister to Sandra because I know she's hurt, and between the two of us, she's the one badly hurt. But every time I tried to approach her, tinataboy nya ko, she's even more indifferent toward me day by day, at lumala pa yon, though I tried my best and be patient to her and told to myself na nasasaktan lang sya at darating din yung panahon na matatanggap nya lahat.

Pero minsan hindi ko na din matiis na hindi mainis sakanya e, sumosobra na kasi sya, and whats worse, sakin lang sya ganon at kapag kaming dalawa lang. And even though na ganun sya hindi ko sinasabi kina mom and dad, cause I know and I have a feeling na they will not beleievd me, aside from the fact na baka masaktan sila or baka magulo lang kami, lalo na’t alam kong hindi pa pala fully accepted ni Dad si Sandra, idag dag pa na puro “kabutihan” lang pinapakita nya sakin when someones around.

Before we graduated highschool Mom and Dad tell us the truth, but only about sa pagiging adoptive ni Sandra, they said kahit na masakit, karapatan parin naming malaman yon, lalo na si Sandra,at ayaw nilang sa iba namin malaman. We cry that day, even Sandra, but she seem to be ok about it, and I even thought that she accepted it already, but before everything settled that night, I look at her and our eyes met, I don’t know if its only my imagination, but her eyes is full of Anger….no,, Hatred.. it’s the right word, that I even feel the cold run in my spine. I just set aside all the thoughts runs in my mind that time..

After I graduated highschool, I told my dad that I want to take up business management,for me, to be able to take over the company,

" But, how about fashion designing?,you told me that you want to be a fashion designer, right?. " he asked, confusion all over his face.

" No dad, I change my mind " I said, trying to be more cheerful.

"Are you sure? you dont need to--"

I cut him off

" But I want to " he seem confuced, but after a few seconds, he smile and hug me, I even see na parang teary eyed pa sya, he' s really happy, which also, makes me realize the difference of his reaction that night and the time I tell him about my dream as a fashion designer. Seeing him and mom’s smile makes me feel happy too and satisfied, my parents love me to the max, and as of now this is the only thing I can do for them in return of their unconditional love.