SweetHeart1: Forever Yours (HIATUS)

My Forever yours: Aftermat

CHAPTER.19

I wOke up, because of the lights.

I open my eyes just to close it again, dahil sa liwanag, hindi kona pala nasara yung blinds ng bintana kagabi..I know that my eyes are still red at namamaga pa, dahil sa walang humpay kong pag-iyak kagabi.

Flashes of the events yesterday night came in my mind. Gabby and Sandra hugging tight each other, as if protecting her from harm. The anger and disappointent even disbelief are visible in his green eyes. Im hurt, hurt is beyond far to what I really feel, Gabby's angry to me.

Hindi maiwasang magtubig nanaman ang mga mata ko, sa isiping yon. But no, I will not cry again. I need to be strong and get hold of myself,or else I might really lose it.

After a minute bumangon narin ako, and went to the bathroom to fix myself.

While sitting in front of my vanity mirror, I hear someone knocks,It was my mom. She open the door at naglakad papunta sa likod ko.

" Princess, how are you?" malumanay nyang tanong, sabay abot nya sa suklay na hawak ko, and starts to comb my hair, like she always do when im still a child, especially when she really wants us to talk seriously.

" Im ok mom" sabi ko nalang. hindi ko parin maiwasang magtampo. They believed Sandra even without hearing my side.

Nagbuntongg hininga ito habang malumanay na pinagpatuloy ang pagsuklay sa buhok ko.
Minutes have pass, silence, na para bang kami ay nagpaparamdaman sa isat isa.

"You're hair grows beautifully Leila, like you do, its shinier,alive and most of all, its strong, the way I always wanted it to be since your still a child"

" its because you always reminds me to take care of it mommy"

" yes you are right, and im proud of you na nakinig ka sa akin, because, you see princess, you still have the choise, the choise to follow me or the choice to ignore me, and in every choises, action or decision you choose  to do theres always a----"

"Reason behind" dugtong ko sa sasabihin nya sana.and from the mirror, i've seen my mom smile at me full of pride which I return whole heartedly.

"Yes, there always a reason behind. I will not judge you on whatever happen last night, I will not jump in any conclusion,not just because you are my daughter, because i know how you grew up, how I cherished you, I know you and most importantly  beacause you are your fathers daughter.Now tell me princess, enlighten me, us, What really happen? why did you do that to Sandra? You know whats the danger of water for her, hindi sana hahantong sa---"

" I don't want to talk about it anymore, please mommy" I plead. What the sense of talking about it over and over again, kung hanggang sa huli ako parin ang masama. How will I explain, without them getting hurt to Sandras action towards me. At kung sakali man, will they believed me? I know my parents loves me but they also love sandra too. At sa lahat ng kilos ni Sandra sa harap nila, im sure that they will surely not believed everything I will tell them.

Im actually getting tired of it...

Nagbuntong hininga nalang sya. sabay pagbitaw sa hairbrush at pagpatong ng mga kamay sa balikat ko.

" Im sorry too princess, I should not asked you again about this, this early, it was just—..." at napabuntong hinga lang ulit sya "I love you Leila, whatever happens, your Dad and I loves you and will always be there for you, always remember that" mom softly sabay halik sa tuktok ng ulo ko.

" I know mom, I love you too both" sabay ikot ko paharap sakanya " and Im sorry, sorry for disappointing you last night" and hug her to her waist which she returns. Yes, I can't help na magtampo sakanila kagabi, but thats it, hindi ko parin kaya na magtampo or magalit man lang sakanila ni dad ng matagal.