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The letter

midoriya 's P.O.V

I take a deep breath and put the letter away . ill read it once the medic's are done " helping " mom , i already know shes dead , shes pass the point of return , shes gone , just for good measure i run downstairs and check her pulse . Her bodies ice cold and there's no pulse , shes really gone . Something in me broke , an emotional snap and all those trapped emotions inside screamed to life i screamed out a blood curling cry with hot tears streaming down my face . " WHY . WHY ...... why " my screams turn into blubbers as i cry with all the build up anger , sadness , Hatred from the deepest parts of me , and just as quickly as it happened was as quickly as it ended , its like my emotions where in a bottle and the bottle spilled some and made room for more . God why can't i just die already ? please just end this , this endless cycle of pain.my eyes begin to feel heavy and i end up falling into a dreamless sleep .

------------------------------------------------ Months later ---------------------------------------------------------------

I've been living by myself for a couple months and its hard to find a reason not to die right on the spot . Mom would want me to keep moving , to become the best hero i can be . I sigh as i go over to my lab top I have to start looking for a job. I search and searched for a job until i found a cafe near U.A . It would be dangerous since i might end up running into one of my classmates but i'll take my chances . I signed the online sign up sheet and decided to hop in the shower .

I Head over to my dresser and pulled out a white -T and some boxers . walk into the small bathroom and turn on the water , i got undressed feeling the steam open my pores as i took off my clothes , i look at my scars and abs in the mirror geez . oh well . I grab my bluetooth speaker and turn on one of my favorites songs .I slowly sing along

There must be something in the water ~

Cause everyday its getting colder ~

But if only I could hold ya ~

You'd keep my head from going under ~

i let lewis capaldi sing the rest as i hum along . For some songs i cried and screamed the lyrics the way they tied to me and made me think of some not so happy memories . After a good 2 hours it was starting to get too hot so I turn the shower off and opened the door to the steam out .I put on my clothes and snuggled up in bed .

I sit up but noticed that i wasn't home anymore . i look around until I hear faint footsteps i panic and pretend to sleep in the unknown room. ' izu dear ! breakfast is ready " . Trying my hardest to stay calm and keep my breath even. The door creaks open and my heart rate spikes where the hell am I ? How did i even end up here ?