It was already late at night after that day I was pretty tired I laid down and thought of what should I do with all the things that had happened it's not that simple just knowing two guys attracted to you not only are they best friends they fought FOR ME I just couldn't process that, I looked at the mirror and said "what could they have seen in me?" am I really... beautiful?! Yes that's the thing.
I couldn't stop thinking about it now 2 guys I liked 2 guys I liked! isn't that weird I never thought of that but then suddenly I thought about it which one will I choose? now I definitely wasn't going to get that thought out of my mind for the rest of the night first let's think about the good things and bad things. I really like pichitos but at some point I really liked Alan I still do but not as much as pichitos... so pichitos? I asked myself
I guess I do prefer him rather than but I also like Alan then I got the thought I should date both they don't have to know it will be fine, it wasn't difficult but the difficult part was thinking of how would I get them both to not notice I'm dating them both!!?
Thinking of this whole think just made me stressed so I looked at the ceiling just to see if I got any ideas and maybe I could imagine how things were going to be I was just able think of the fight and pichitos telling me it was none of my business that made me feel bad maybe I made him mad but he liked me so I guess nothing bad had happened I don't know how all of that could happen in just one day such a short time, I was tired so I tried to sleep and after some time I could finally sleep and finally relax from those disturbing thoughts
