After a long night of thinking I woke up and I don't know why but all I could think of was Alan!!! "Did my feelings towards pichitos change?" I asked myself not knowing how to react to this sudden change, of course it was weird having this type of thoughts and feelings this early in the morning! "How did everything change so fast, is something wrong with me? I must have some type of disorder right?" Without realizing I was overthinking EVERYTHING I could like I always do. "Breath in and breath out" I said to myself trying to not think about such things just making myself feel stressed and worried.
I cleared my mind and got ready I did all I do everyday and got on the bus. Eventually I arrived to school it seemed normal then I saw Alan and pichitos talking I went by and said hi to them expecting that to make me feel better but it didn't...
Something I never expected happened alan ignored me! "What did I do" I said to myself "Hi Janeth!" Said pichitos "oh hi" I said waiting for Alan to talk to me since he was number one for me now but the same words kept repeating themselves on my head "did I do something wrong", I didn't want it to be awkward so I went with my friends to talk to them but it was because I didn't want to make Alan hate me for disturbing him.
Then once again I realized all I could think about was Alan, but why was it like that what happened, perhaps did something happen las night that I couldn't remember at that time??!, but it couldn't be that because I fell asleep almost as if I was dead nothing could happen after that right?
After my friends left Alan approached me and said "was what you said last night true?"...
TBC
