12 days of christmas [haikyuu oneshots]

the ninth day of christmas - kagehina

a/n: i'm so sorry jehdhsbdh it's taken me so long to update, but  finallyyyyy kagehina. one of my friends had a great idea that i've been wanting to do for a while (thanks again kiyo 🙇‍♀️🙏😫) but none of the last couples have fit it right. finallyyy! anyway, the idea i'm so excited about is basically a royalty au where kageyama never liked christmas bc of ✨t r a u m a✨ but hinata comes into his life and when he finds out that kageyama has never had a good christmas he decides to give him one. gtgvrfcfecrfvp it's so cute i'm gonna dieee. 

TW: TALK OF SEXUAL ASSUALT, PANIC ATTACKS, AND FOUL LANGUAGE

on the ninth day of christmas,

my true love gave to me,

nine ladies dancing

kageyama pov-

hinata shoyou. my butler, and also my closest friend. and my secret crush, although we don't mention that. 

he is maybe my only true friend. as a prince, the only people i meet my age are either foreign royalty who hate me for my popularity, or people who want to take advantage of my status. hinata, however, is the only one i've met who is neither.

when i first met him, i disliked him immediately. when we first met i was a cold, emotionally unavailable boy who put on a polite front only when necessary, and found anyone so full of energy annoying. now, after being exposed to him for almost a year, he had started to heal my emotional wounds.

i'm still pretty unfriendly to most, and my chosen way of affection is through bickering, but he's beginning to thaw me.

"kageyama-kun! there you are!" hinata yelled, finding me sitting in my office. 

my mother would have a heart attack if she found out he calls me by my name. since we've become friends, though, i realized it was annoying for him to have to address me as 'your highness', so when we're alone he just calls me kageyama-kun.

"what do you want?" i ask.

i may be getting better, but im still not the nicest.

"wellll, i was wondering how you celebrate christmas here?" he asked, bouncing up and down on tiptoes.

i paused, and then said, "i wouldn't know,"

"what?" hinata asked, confused by my vague answer. "why wouldn't you know?"

"i don't enjoy christmas, it brings up bad memories."

"oh... i'm sorry." hinata apologized, "what memories?"

if it had been anyone else, i would have told them to fuck off, but i couldn't deny hinata's curiosity. 

"eight years ago, on christmas day, i was kidnapped. at first... i wasn't worried. i assumed they would just demand a ransom and then give me back. they did demand a ransom, but they also... they also molested me. so now christmas brings up bad memories, and i usually just spend the day in my room." i said, staring down at my feet.

"and nobody knows, not even my parents, so you can't tell anyo-," i broke off when i caught sight of hinata's face.

the look one his face was a mixture of horror, surprise, and sadness. in his eyes i could even see tears pooling. "i'm so sorry, kageyama-kun." he said, his voice sad.

he held out his arms, and, after a moment of hesitation, i got up to hug him. as he held onto me, he whispered, "i was molested once too. i get it." a surge of rage filled me, and i wanted nothing more than to kill the man who had hurt hinata.

after a long, blissful hug, hinata let go and said, "i have a idea,"

"oh, what's your idea?" i responded.