I woke up freezing cold. I didn’t have any blanket of some sort. I opened my bag and put on every shirt and jumper I had. I put on all my sweats I had. I looked so fat right now. I sighed and curled up on the ground. I’d been living under the bridge for two night already. I would walk across the room to the sleazy convenience store once or twice a day. There was nearly always nothing there so as you could guess I was hungry and losing weight. So three days and two nights of being under a bridge, this is really the lowest I could get.
I heard footsteps coming towards me, I ignored them thinking they were just from some hobo. The next thing I didn’t expect. I heard my name? The footsteps got closer and I heard my name again. I recognized that voice, it… it was…… Louis. Oh god what was he doing here? He probably had Niall, Zayn and Harry with him so they could beat the shit out of me. I heard him kneel beside me; I slowly opened my eyes to see Louis knelt there. He didn’t look angry or mad like he wanted to beat me. He looked concerned or worried like he wanted to help me.
“Liam?” he spoke softly. I looked at him not knowing what to say, I felt tears build up in my eyes and one escaped. He reached out his hand to wipe away my tear. I whacked away his and hand stood up quickly. “Get away from me you homophobe!” I shouted. “Homophobe, Me?” he questioned. I didn’t reply I just glared. “Liam, no I’m not a homophobe. That’s Niall not me” he said softly. I un-tensed slightly because you know its Louis and I love him. He stepped closer to me. “Can I tell you something Liam? I’m the complete opposite to a homophobe. Take away the phobe part of homophobe and replace it with sexual”. I looked down pondering what he just said and looked up into his eyes. “Homosexual” I whispered and he nodded slowly. “But Eleanor?” he asked. “She’s just a cover up to hide I’m gay”.
So Louis just said he’s gay and that he isn’t in love with Eleanor. Oh my jeez that means there is a chance for me???. “Can I tell you something else?” he said calmly and I nodded. “I’m in love with one of my best friends” before he gave me a chance to reply he continued. “And it’s you Liam”. WHAT THE HOLY MOTHERFUCKING CARROTS DID HE JUST SAY?!?!?!? Okay calm down Liam just say calm and play it cool. “I just had to let you know, it’s been killing me slowly from the inside out. But when you said you were gay I found that this was the right time to tell you. I know you don’t feel the same, I just want you to known that I’m not a homophobe” he sighed and turned around but before he started to walk I grabbed his wrist. “I love you too” I whispered.
