She Makes Me Feel

I'm So Sorry

Holland's POV

I wake up in the morning, go into my bathroom, brush my teeth, wash my face. I do my hair, then I go to my closet and pick out a dress with a belt around the waist, I get out my purple combat boots and put them on because they matched the dots on my dress.

I walked down stairs  to my mom cooking breakfast, I licked my lips at how good it smelt.

"So where's your car?" My mom asked.

"Oh its at school." I said all spectilally

"Why is it there?" She said even louder.

"It there because my friend offered me a ride to his house and told me that it would be there today." I say with a scare to my face.

"Wait it was a boy?" She said with a little smirk.

"Yes, mom don't start he's just a guy friend, I don't like him like that." I say with a little seriousness to my face.

"Tell me is he handsome, does he smell good, is he tall, a good kisser perhaps?" She said with both eyes brows raised.

"Mom not today, we are only friends okay nothing else." I say kinda  furiously.

"Okay, okay fine."

It was silent for about ten seconds till my mom being up the kiss.

"Mom he did kiss me but unexpectedly, I think that he thinks I'm mad at him because of it but I'm really not." I said sounding sad.

"You had your first kiss Oh My Gosh, BRAD OUR LILTTLE GIRL HAD HER FIRST KISS!" She yelled.

"Mom OMFG why did you do that I just told you something that I didn't want anyone to know other than my trusting mom." I say furiously.

"Oh I'm sorry hun its just amazing that you had your first kiss." She said.

"Well I'm going to school now." I say walking to the door.

"Hey Holland, you need a ride?" Asked a voice when I was looking down.

"Oh hey Niall, sure my car is at school." I say with a smile.

"Harry told me to come and get you." He said.

"Why didn't he come get me hisself?" I asked in concern.

"He thinks your still mad at him."

"I wasn't I was just confused and nervous because he kissed me." I said precautiously.

"Oh that makes sense now, he was blaming himself for something when he came into the house after taking you home."  He said with one eye brow up.

"Yeah,he thinks I'm mad at him but I'm not, do you think I should talk to him today?" I asked in concern.

"Uh, maybe if he looks okay today sometimes he can get outta control though." Niall said specifically.

"Oh really, wow okay maybe I won't talk to him today." I said with a scrunched face.

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I get to the school with Niall and he and I walk into the doors with Dani and Eli greeting me with hugs and squeals.

"Hey guys have you seen Harry anywhere?" I asked them both.

"Uh I think he's down in the gym with the other guys." Says Eli.

"Okay thank you." I say as I find my way down the stairs.

I wonder if he's going to avoid me or hates me because he thinks I hate him.

"Hey Harry can I talk to you please?" I said with a curious face.

"Uhh Yeah sure?" He said questionably.

"Okay uh, I don't know how to-- uh I'm not mad at you, I just was confused and scared a little bit." I say generously.

"Wait you weren't mad at me?" He asked questionably.

"No of course not, I just was confused and it was my kiss and...

"Wait I was your first kiss?" He asked with a little smirk.

"Yes but that's not the big deal here its that you blamed yourself and -and you didn't need to." I said serious enough for him to stop smiling.

"Uh well I have to get to class so see ya soon maybe, and thank you for telling me how you feel." He said randomly.

-this one sucks really bad okay I have nothing to say.