𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝑯. 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒎 ✔︎

Chp 25: "𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑨!!!"

The next day Hinata woke up and saw Kageyama beside him sleeping, he smiled and played with Kageyama's hair, when a voice spoke in his head.

'I thought I said don't do stupid things!!!!'

Hinata frowned and got up, he went to grab his clothes, and walk to his room, good thing it was still early and everyone hasn't woken up yet.

He opened his door and locked it, he went to shower with cold water running down his body, he felt like he was going crazy, he stepped out of the shower and looked at himself in the mirror.

'A failure of a son'

"I'm Sorry..."

'Disgusting'

"I know.."

'Gross'

"...stay away from me...please..."

'I did you have to be born?'

"...I don't know"

'Ugly'

"....."

'Whore'

"....no"

'Attention Seeker'

"No.."

'Pleasure Whore'

"No..i-im not-.."

'Just go Die already,...they hate you..
Kageyama hates you, all of them do..your better of gone'

**Hinata's POV**

"stop...stop...please.."

"I'm-..trash...just a waste of-..space, a disgrace..."

.

.

.

'A Mistake...'

"I'm better of gone...."

This has been happening since I was 13, all this thoughts, the voices the cutting...it was all going so well until I have to see him again.

I don't know but my body moved on its own and dug through the drawers only to pull out...an o so beautiful sharp razor...

I stopped cutting when we got here that day and all went ok, but staying here makes me uncomfortable and anxious for some reason...maybe because he's here..?, And it's making me confus- insane..and not to mention all of them are here...

I grit my teeth tightly and slash a cut on my arm...

'hurts...it stings..but it makes me relaxed and relief that I can still feel pain...even though it's little it still hurts..but I love the way it's stings and how blood is oozing out and dripping, it satisfying to say'

It's been awhile and it hurts but it reminds me that I'm still alive even tho I think I'm dead, but you gotta keep living even if your dead inside, that's life, that's good ol' life alright..

Talking to myself I didn't even noticed I cut myself on both arms, all you see are bloodied arms, blood slowly oozing out and dripping in the sink.

I clean my arms and bandage them up, and change.